In January, we focused on safety — what it feels like in the body, how to recognize when you’re surviving instead of truly living, and why change isn’t simple even when you know something isn’t serving you anymore.

But once safety begins to return, a new question often arises:

Now what?

In this episode of Loving Your Life Again, Christina explores what comes after safety — capacity — and how learning to support yourself changes everything.

You’ll hear a real-life story about travel delays, shifting plans, and choosing safety over forcing, and how those moments mirror what happens inside our nervous systems when we stop pushing and start listening.

This episode is an invitation to rethink structure — not as pressure or control, but as something that can hold you, support you, and help you grow.

✨ In this episode, we explore:

• The difference between safety and stagnation
• Why capacity isn’t built by doing more, but by being supported
• How structure can soothe instead of suffocate
• What your nervous system is telling you about your current season
• Why flexibility is a sign of regulation, not weakness

You’ll also get a gentle check-in to help you notice:

• Where you’re holding too tightly
• Where support is already present
• And where you might be asking yourself to do too much alone

This conversation sets the foundation for February’s theme of capacity and integration, and leads naturally into later discussions about practical support — including money, structure, and sustainable growth.

If you’re navigating change, healing old patterns, or learning how to live with more ease and self-trust, this episode is for you.

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So many women think their money struggles are about discipline, willpower, or “not being good with numbers.”

Most of the time, they’re not.

They’re about safety.

In this episode of Loving Your Life Again, Christina continues the conversation about the nervous system and brings it into a very real, very practical place: your relationship with your money and your numbers.

You’ll explore why looking at your finances can trigger overwhelm, shutdown, or control — and why that doesn’t mean you’re bad at money. It means your nervous system learned that money wasn’t safe.

Christina breaks down the two most common survival responses around money:

• Avoidance (not looking, procrastinating, “I’ll deal with it later”)
• Hypervigilance (over-checking, over-controlling, over-restricting)

Both are protective strategies. Neither means you’re broken.

You’ll also hear why:

• Your numbers are not a verdict on your worth or success
• Mixing personal and business finances often creates unnecessary overwhelm
• Separating them is not just a financial best practice — it’s a nervous-system intervention
• You don’t need a perfect system — you need a simple, tolerable, repeatable one
• Safety and capacity come before consistency and discipline

This episode includes a gentle check-in to meet yourself where you are, without shame or pressure, and to help you identify the next kind, supportive step forward.

If you’ve ever felt:

• Overwhelmed by your numbers
• Afraid to look at your finances
• Or stuck in a cycle of avoidance or over-control

This episode will help you understand why — and how to begin creating clarity in a way your nervous system can actually sustain.

In This Episode, You’ll Learn

• Why money is a nervous system issue, not just a mindset issue
• The difference between avoidance and hypervigilance around finances
• Why your numbers are neutral information, not a moral score
• How separating personal and business finances reduces overwhelm
• What kind of system actually works for a stressed nervous system
• How to take the next step without pressure, shame, or burnout

Christina is currently creating a workshop to help you:

• Separate personal and business finances
• Clean up you

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If this episode stirred something in you and you’re not quite sure what the next best step is, you don’t have to figure that out alone.

You’re always welcome to book a conversation with me, and we can feel into what kind of support would actually serve you right now — whether that’s the Breath of Renewal membership, 1:1 somatic support, or something else entirely.

You’ll find the link to start that conversation in the show notes.

https://calendly.com/breathofrenewal/breakthrough-session

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So many women think they’re anxious, broken, or “too much.”

But often, they’re not.

They’re braced.

In this deeply grounding episode of Loving Your Life Again, Christina explores what nervous system bracing really is — what it looks like in real life, why so many of us don’t realize we’re doing it, and what it costs us over time.

Using the movie Alice, Darling as a mirror — and weaving in her own lived experience — Christina shows how bracing develops in emotionally unsafe relationships and environments, and how it slowly leads to isolation, shrinking, and losing yourself.

Bracing isn’t a mindset problem.
It’s a safety problem.

In this episode, you’ll learn:

• What “bracing” actually is in the nervous system
• How to recognize if your body is living in survival mode
• Why bracing often looks like “being strong,” “being responsible,” or “having it together”
• The hidden cost of living in constant hypervigilance
• Why you can’t heal bracing by forcing yourself to relax or just “setting boundaries”
• How safety — not willpower — is what allows the armor to come off
• And what the very first gentle steps out of bracing actually look like

This episode also includes a gentle somatic check-in to help you notice where your body might be holding tension right now — and how to begin creating small moments of safety and space.

If you’ve ever felt:

• Always on edge
• Always tired
• Always managing
• Or like you’ve slowly disappeared inside your own life or relationships

This episode will help you understand why — and where real healing begins.

You don’t heal bracing by thinking differently.
You heal it by experiencing safety in your body.

Christina supports women through:

• Breathwork - Check out The Renewal Room
• And 1:1 sessions focused on nervous system regulation, self-trust, and coming home to yourself - Explore Your Options

Support the show

If this episode stirred something in you and you’re not quite sure what the next best step is, you don’t have to figure that out alone.

You’re always welcome to book a conversation with me, and we can feel into what kind of support would actually serve you right now — whether that’s the Breath of Renewal membership, 1:1 somatic support, or something else entirely.

You’ll find the link to start that conversation in the show notes.

https://calendly.com/breathofrenewal/breakthrough-session

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If even thinking about looking at your numbers makes your chest tighten, you’re not bad at money — your nervous system doesn’t feel safe yet.

In this practical, compassionate episode of Loving Your Life Again, Christina walks you through how to get your numbers ready for tax season, why separating personal and business finances is the first and most important financial boundary, and how to create a simple system you can actually maintain.

With over 20 years of experience in accounting and finance — and a trauma-informed, somatic approach to nervous system regulation — Christina bridges the gap between practical money management and emotional safety.

In this episode, you’ll learn:

• Why avoiding your numbers is usually a nervous system issue, not a discipline problem
• Why your numbers are not a verdict — they’re just information telling a story
• The first financial boundary every business owner needs: separating personal and business finances
• What “clean separation” actually looks like (and how to do it simply)
• How to create a tracking system that doesn’t overwhelm you
• Why structure creates safety — and safety creates capacity
• And how to start, even if you feel behind or messy

Christina also shares stories from her work with clients who felt overwhelmed, behind, or afraid to look at their numbers — and how clarity often brings relief, not more shame.

This episode is especially supportive if you’re:

• Self-employed, a solopreneur, or a small business owner
• Feeling behind or disorganized with your finances
• Avoiding your numbers because they feel heavy or stressful
• Getting ready for tax season and not sure where to start
• Wanting a simpler, more supportive relationship with money and structure

You don’t need a perfect system.
You need one that feels safe enough to use.

If you’re listening and thinking, “I don’t want to do this alone,” Christina offers:

• 1:1 support to help you untangle your numbers and create a simple plan
• And is currently building a workshop and larger program that combines practical financial systems with nervous system regulation, so you can build a business that actually feels supportive to run.

Support the show

If this episode stirred something in you and you’re not quite sure what the next best step is, you don’t have to figure that out alone.

You’re always welcome to book a conversation with me, and we can feel into what kind of support would actually serve you right now — whether that’s the Breath of Renewal membership, 1:1 somatic support, or something else entirely.

You’ll find the link to start that conversation in the show notes.

https://calendly.com/breathofrenewal/breakthrough-session

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Boundaries. Codependency. Losing yourself.
These aren’t personality flaws — they’re survival strategies.

In this deeply personal and grounding episode of Loving Your Life Again, Christina weaves together lived experience, nervous system wisdom, and gentle practical guidance to explore how so many of us slowly disappear inside relationships — and how to begin finding our way back.

You’ll hear:

• Why you don’t lose yourself all at once (it happens in tiny moments of self-abandonment)
• What boundaries actually are — and why they don’t work if your nervous system doesn’t feel safe enough to hold them
• How codependency isn’t about being “too nice,” but about organizing your identity around other people’s needs

Christina also shares a powerful personal story about trying to “set boundaries” in an unsafe relationship — and the moment she realized that boundaries aren’t just words or agreements… they’re something your body has to be able to hold.

This episode includes a gentle guided somatic and visualization practice to help you reconnect with yourself, imagine what it might feel like to truly love your life again, and identify one small, compassionate next step you can take.

✨ If you’ve ever asked yourself:

• “Why do I keep abandoning myself?”
• “Why do I know better, but still can’t seem to hold the line?”
• “How did I lose myself in this relationship?”

…this episode is for you.

• The real definition of boundaries (and why they’re about what you allow, not controlling others)
• How codependency develops as a survival strategy
• The subtle ways we give our power away over time
• Why self-abandonment feels safer than honesty when your nervous system is in survival
• How to begin rebuilding self-trust and self-connection
• Simple, compassionate first steps toward coming back to yourself

If this episode resonates, Christina invites you to join her Breathwork Circle, where she supports women in rebuilding safety in their bodies, reconnecting with their inner signals, and gently coming home to themselves.

Come Breathe With Me

You don’t have to think your way into healing.
You get to experience safety first.

Support the show

If this episode stirred something in you and you’re not quite sure what the next best step is, you don’t have to figure that out alone.

You’re always welcome to book a conversation with me, and we can feel into what kind of support would actually serve you right now — whether that’s the Breath of Renewal membership, 1:1 somatic support, or something else entirely.

You’ll find the link to start that conversation in the show notes.

https://calendly.com/breathofrenewal/breakthrough-session

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If you’ve ever opened your banking app, your bookkeeping software, or even thought about your numbers and felt your whole body tighten — this episode is for you.

In this episode, I’m introducing a new lane here on the podcast:

Tuesdays will continue to be about healing, relationships, and coming home to yourself.
Thursdays, we’re opening up a practical, grounded conversation about business and money — through a nervous-system lens.

This is not about:

• Forcing discipline
• Ignoring your emotions
• Or pretending money stress is “just mindset”

This is about learning how to work with your business and your body at the same time.

In this episode, we talk about:

• Why so many smart, capable business owners avoid their numbers
• How your nervous system associates money with danger, shame, or threat
• The difference between mindset work and somatic capacity
• Why “just be more organized” doesn’t work when your body is in stress
• How to start building safety with your business — one small step at a time
• And why financial clarity is not just a strategy issue, but a regulation issue

This episode is for you if:

• You avoid your books even though you want to be responsible
• You feel overwhelmed by money language and systems
• You want more clarity and stability in your business, but keep freezing
• Or you know you’re meant to build something sustainable — without burning yourself out or living in stress

This is the beginning of our practical money + nervous system conversations.

Next week, we’ll start breaking down some of the basics in simple, human language — like why revenue is not the same as cash, and why that matters more than you think.

✨ If you want to explore this in a supportive, embodied way, you’re always welcome in the Breath of Renewal membership or in 1:1 work.

https://www.breathofrenewal.com/membership

Support the show

If this episode stirred something in you and you’re not quite sure what the next best step is, you don’t have to figure that out alone.

You’re always welcome to book a conversation with me, and we can feel into what kind of support would actually serve you right now — whether that’s the Breath of Renewal membership, 1:1 somatic support, or something else entirely.

You’ll find the link to start that conversation in the show notes.

https://calendly.com/breathofrenewal/breakthrough-session

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Have you ever looked at your relationship and thought,
“Why am I still here?”

In this episode, we’re talking about why people stay in relationships that hurt — even when, on some level, they know something isn’t right.

And no, the answer isn’t “because you’re weak.”

It’s because your nervous system, your history, and your survival patterns are all involved.

In this episode, I share:

• The real (and very human) reasons we stay
• Why leaving is often not a logical decision, but a nervous-system one
• How financial security, fear, conditioning, loyalty, and hope all play a role
• How staying in painful situations isn’t a character flaw — it’s often a survival strategy
• And how to start listening to what your body has been telling you all along

This conversation is for you if:

• You’re in a relationship that doesn’t feel good anymore
• You just left one and are trying to make sense of why it took so long
• You keep going back and forth between “it’s not that bad” and “something feels really wrong”
• Or you’re learning to trust yourself again after a long season of self-abandoning

This is not about shaming yourself.
It’s about understanding yourself.

And from that understanding, real choice becomes possible.

✨ If you want support as you navigate this — through breathwork, somatic work, or gentle coaching — you’re always welcome inside the Breath of Renewal community or to book a 1:1 session.

https://www.breathofrenewal.com/membership

You don’t have to do this alone.

Support the show

If this episode stirred something in you and you’re not quite sure what the next best step is, you don’t have to figure that out alone.

You’re always welcome to book a conversation with me, and we can feel into what kind of support would actually serve you right now — whether that’s the Breath of Renewal membership, 1:1 somatic support, or something else entirely.

You’ll find the link to start that conversation in the show notes.

https://calendly.com/breathofrenewal/breakthrough-session

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Have you ever been in a relationship that didn’t look that bad on the outside — but felt exhausting, confusing, or heavy on the inside?

In this episode of Loving Your Life Again, Christina explores a gentler, more embodied question than “Is this relationship toxic?” or “Should I leave?”

Do I feel safe being myself here?

This conversation is for women who feel stuck in self-doubt, people-pleasing, or emotional exhaustion — especially those who learned to override their bodies to keep the peace.

Rather than jumping to labels or decisions, this episode invites you to slow down, listen to your body, and begin rebuilding self-trust through awareness and nervous system safety.

You’ll learn:

• Why many women don’t recognize unhealthy dynamics while they’re inside them
• How your nervous system prioritizes familiarity over wellbeing
• What “safety in the body” actually means (without forcing calm or bypassing emotions)
• Gentle reflection questions to help you notice patterns without pressure
• How awareness creates choice — and choice restores power

This episode also introduces the January theme inside the Breath of Renewal Circle: Safety First, where we explore healing through the body, mind, and spirit — slowly, safely, and together.

Key Topics Covered

• Emotional safety vs. logical justification in relationships
• People-pleasing, self-abandonment, and bracing
• Nervous system responses to chronic stress
• Why awareness comes before clarity
• How to begin listening to your body again

Resources & Support

Breath of Renewal Circle (Monthly Membership)
A somatic breathwork and community space focused on nervous system safety and healing.
Find the Details Here

1:1 Somatic Coaching Or What is the Next Best Step
Personalized support for women navigating relationship dynamics, boundaries, and self-trust.
Book Your Call Here

Reflection Question

After spending time with someone important, ask yourself:

• Do I feel more expanded or contracted?
• Energized or depleted?
• Relieved or connected?

You’re not collecting evid

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If this episode stirred something in you and you’re not quite sure what the next best step is, you don’t have to figure that out alone.

You’re always welcome to book a conversation with me, and we can feel into what kind of support would actually serve you right now — whether that’s the Breath of Renewal membership, 1:1 somatic support, or something else entirely.

You’ll find the link to start that conversation in the show notes.

https://calendly.com/breathofrenewal/breakthrough-session

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