• ep 118 Espavo: You Are Standing in a Conversation, with Steve Rother
    Jan 27 2026

    In this episode of Truth in Shadow, host Brandon Wallace delves into the realms of psychology, spirituality, and the supernatural. He explores the nature of reality, the existence of unseen entities, and the journey of channeling with guest Steve Rother. The conversation covers life lessons, the metaphysical realm, the role of communication in spirituality, and the concept of time and dimensions. They discuss the power of creation, navigating grief, and the future of humanity's spiritual evolution, emphasizing the importance of awareness and personal responsibility.

    Steve's Website, YouTube

    02:35 Forethought
    08:30 Interview
    60:00 Links of importance

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    1 hr and 7 mins
  • EP117 Rise To Liberty: Breaking the Spell of Modern Propaganda
    Jan 20 2026

    In this episode of Truth and Shadow, host BT engages with Jacob J., a researcher specializing in MKUltra and mind control. They delve into the historical context of MKUltra, exploring its origins during the Cold War and the psychological techniques employed to manipulate individuals. Jacob emphasizes that mind control is not merely about overt coercion but involves subtler methods of shaping perception and behavior through distraction and emotional overload. The conversation highlights the alarming parallels between historical mind control practices and modern societal distractions, such as social media, which keep individuals from engaging deeply with their thoughts and realities. The discussion also touches on the ethical implications of mind control, the role of trauma in shaping behavior, and the pervasive influence of propaganda in contemporary culture. Jacob warns that the techniques used in MKUltra are not relics of the past but are still relevant today, as they manifest in various forms of media and societal structures. The episode serves as a wake-up call for listeners to recognize and resist the subtle manipulations that shape their beliefs and behaviors, urging them to reclaim their autonomy in a world filled with distractions.

    Jacob’s Links: Rise To Liberty
    Buy something: Support Jacob
    Chapters

    00:00 Introduction to MKUltra and Mind Control
    02:45 Forethought: Understanding Mind Control Techniques
    05:40 The Historical Context of MKUltra
    10:44 Modern Manifestations of Mind Control
    13:00 Interview Start
    19:49 The Role of Trauma in Manipulation
    30:16 Distraction as a Tool for Control
    40:32 The Impact of Advertising and Propaganda
    50:06 Recognizing Signs of Manipulation
    01:00:09 Conclusion and Call to Awareness

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    1 hr and 26 mins
  • Ep. 116 The Courier's Journey: BT the Mysterious Stranger of the Lonesome Road
    Jan 13 2026

    In this Shadow Short, host BT delves into the psychological themes present in the Mojave Wasteland of Fallout New Vegas, exploring the nature of hope, identity, and the human condition in a post-apocalyptic world. It examines how the characters and factions within the game reflect different coping mechanisms for despair and the implications of living in a world where meaning has been lost.


    Chapters

    00:00 Introduction to the Mojave Wasteland
    02:58 The Psychological Landscape of the Mojave
    06:13 Identity and the Courier's Journey
    10:39 Factions and Their Psychological Implications
    14:43 The Cost of Choices in a Meaningless World
    18:53 Nuclear Winter of the Soul
    22:51 The Unfinished Story of the Mojave

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    31 mins
  • EP115 Secrets of the Grail with Film Director Richard Stanley: A Hidden Journey
    Jan 6 2026

    In this captivating episode of the Truth and Shadow Podcast, host BT delves into the enigmatic world of the Holy Grail and the Cathars with guest Richard Stanley, a renowned filmmaker and author. Richard shares his insights into the historical and mystical significance of Montségur, a site steeped in legend and the focal point of Otto Rahn's quest for the Grail. The conversation explores the intersection of myth and history, examining how the past continues to influence the present. Richard discusses his ongoing projects, including his book "Grail Hunter," which chronicles the life of Otto Rahn, a German-Jewish scholar whose search for the Grail led him into the heart of the Nazi regime. The episode also touches on Richard's upcoming film projects and his thoughts on the enduring allure of forbidden knowledge. Join us as we journey through time and uncover the secrets of the past with Richard Stanley.

    Richard Stanley's Official Website
    Book: Otto Rahn, Grail Hunter

    Chapters


    02:30 Forethought Begins
    08:30 Interview Begins
    09:39 Otto Rahn: The Grail Hunter
    14:31 The Cathars and Their Legacy
    27:11 The Intersection of Myth and Power
    52:05 Modern Parallels and the Search for Meaning
    60:00 Final thoughts to the end

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    1 hr and 16 mins
  • Ep. 114 Distracted? The Intersection of Mindfulness and Technology
    Dec 30 2025

    In this conversation, BT and Dr. Joel Levey delve into the intersection of technology, mindfulness, and human awareness. They explore how modern distractions impact our inner lives and the importance of self-regulation in a technology-driven world. Dr. Levey shares insights from his experience in developing mindfulness training programs for the military, emphasizing the need for awareness and compassion in overcoming personal and societal challenges. The discussion culminates in practical steps for integrating mindfulness into daily life, encouraging listeners to cultivate presence and intention.

    Important Link: Wisdom at Work

    Chapters
    01:50 Forethought
    09:00 Interview with Dr. Joel Levey starts
    14:21 The Special Forces Training Program
    28:20 Integrating Mindfulness into Military Training
    52:13 Practical Steps for Mindfulness in Daily Life

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    1 hr and 12 mins
  • ep 113 Stranger Canyon; Laurel Things
    Dec 23 2025

    In this Shadow Short, host BT continues his exploration of Stranger Things within the realm of conspiracies behind the show. He ventures into ideas about MK-Ultra, Aleister Crowley, and Charles Manson. By examining the interconnectedness of these thoughts BT is able to craft a monologue tale to prove the backdrop of Stranger Things is more than 80's nostalgia, but an upside down landscape swarming with all kinds of meaning.

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    24 mins
  • Ep. 112 Revelation: A Love Story Unveiled
    Dec 16 2025

    In this episode of Truth in Shadow, host BT engages with Rob, a pastor and scholar, to explore the Book of Revelation from a fresh perspective. They discuss how Revelation is often misinterpreted as a doom-laden prophecy, when in fact it is a profound love story about God's enduring presence and the call for the church to act in love and justice. The conversation delves into the themes of fear, clarity, and the church's role in confronting empire and violence, emphasizing the importance of transformation and community engagement.

    Rob's Website: Determine Truth

    Chapters


    02:20 Forethought Understanding Revelation: Fear vs. Clarity
    04:11 The Role of Fear in Control
    06:52 The God Who Stays: A Love Story
    09:55 Interview start Revelation: A Call to Change
    10:45 Introducing Rob: A New Perspective on Revelation
    14:27 The Journey to Understanding Revelation
    19:32 The Seven Seals and Their Meaning
    25:45 The Seven Trumpets: A Delay in Judgment
    30:24 Love and Judgment: Understanding Their Relationship
    33:44 The Call to Come Out of Empire
    34:12 The Beast of Revelation and Empire
    37:23 The Allure of Economic Security and Compromise
    39:43 The Role of the American Church in Empire
    44:51 The Woman of Revelation: Church or Empire?
    52:07 Faith and Endurance in Exile
    55:03 Engaging with the Community and Global Church

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    1 hr and 8 mins
  • Ep. 111 Beneath the Chapel Floorboards: Escaping the Upside-Down of Belief
    Dec 9 2025

    In this episode, Host BT brings on Heidi from the Unfiltered Rise Podcast, and together they dive into the complexities of belief systems, particularly high-demand cults like Mormonism. The speakers explore the emotional and psychological costs of leaving such environments, the impact of community and shunning, and the historical context of these belief systems. They discuss the role of education and media in indoctrination, the journey of detoxing from a cultic mindset, and the importance of building resistance against controlling systems. Ultimately, the conversation emphasizes the power of individual belief and the need for community support in reclaiming one's identity.

    Heidi's Patreon: /UnfilteredRise
    Website: unfilteredrisepodcast.com

    Chapters

    02:53 Forethought begins
    08:00 Interview begins
    10:00 Personal Experiences and Realizations
    15:50 The Impact of Shunning and Community
    21:43 Historical Context and Foundational Figures
    27:49 The Role of Education and Media in Indoctrination
    33:19 Detoxing from a Cultic Mindset
    39:09 Building Resistance Against Control Systems
    45:25 The Power of Individual Belief and Community

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    1 hr and 10 mins