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Beautiful Boy

A Father's Journey through His Son's Meth Addiction

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The #1 New York Times best-selling story of addiction and a father’s love: “A brilliant, harrowing, heartbreaking, fascinating story, full of beautiful moments and hard-won wisdom. This book will save a lot of lives and heal a lot of hearts.”—Anne Lamott

Now a Major Motion Picture Starring Steve Carell and Timothée Chalamet.

What had happened to my beautiful boy? To our family? What did I do wrong? Those are the wrenching questions that haunted every moment of David Sheff’s journey through his son’s drug addiction. David’s story is a first: a teenager’s addiction from the parent’s point of view—a real-time chronicle of the shocking descent into substance abuse and the gradual emergence into hope.

Before meth, Sheff’s son, Nic, was a varsity athlete, honor student, and award-winning journalist. After meth, he was a trembling wraith who lied, stole money from his eight-year-old brother, and lived on the streets. With poignant candor, Sheff traces the first warning signs—denial, 3 a.m. phone calls—the attempts at rehabilitation, and, at last, the way past addiction. He shows us that, whatever an addict’s fate, the rest of the family must care for one another too, lest they become addicted to addiction.

Beautiful Boy is a fiercely candid memoir that brings immediacy to the emotional rollercoaster of loving a child who seems beyond help.

You can also hear Sheff's son's perspective in his memoir:
Tweak: Growing Up on Methamphetamines.©2007 David Sheff (P)2008 Blackstone Audio, Inc.
Addiction & Recovery Mental Health Psychology Psychology & Mental Health Substance abuse Health Inspiring Thought-Provoking

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"Sheff does not spare himself or anyone else from keen professional scrutiny any more than he was himself spared the pains and joys of watching a loved one struggling with addiction and recovery....This is an honest, hopeful book, coming at a propitious moment in the meth epidemic." ( Publishers Weekly)
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did not want to put it down. felt the raw pain of a father struggling to hold onto his son and all the dreams he had for his first born

gripping and powerful very relatable

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The story tells of enormous suffering but also of enduring hope. The narrator is poor and the voices he uses for children is very annoying.

Powerful story, poor narrator

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Great narration and story, even if it does get a bit 'self help' and 'facts and figures' in some places.

Hard Hitting

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it was lovely thank you for sharing your story is very parents nightmare 😢

beautiful heartbreaking book

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Incredible story and completely devastating. I enjoyed every minute of this book. Would recommend to anyone.

Deeply emotional and personal

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