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Beautiful Boy

A Father's Journey through His Son's Meth Addiction

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Beautiful Boy

By: David Sheff
Narrated by: Anthony Heald
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The #1 New York Times best-selling story of addiction and a father’s love: “A brilliant, harrowing, heartbreaking, fascinating story, full of beautiful moments and hard-won wisdom. This book will save a lot of lives and heal a lot of hearts.”—Anne Lamott

Now a Major Motion Picture Starring Steve Carell and Timothée Chalamet.

What had happened to my beautiful boy? To our family? What did I do wrong? Those are the wrenching questions that haunted every moment of David Sheff’s journey through his son’s drug addiction. David’s story is a first: a teenager’s addiction from the parent’s point of view—a real-time chronicle of the shocking descent into substance abuse and the gradual emergence into hope.

Before meth, Sheff’s son, Nic, was a varsity athlete, honor student, and award-winning journalist. After meth, he was a trembling wraith who lied, stole money from his eight-year-old brother, and lived on the streets. With poignant candor, Sheff traces the first warning signs—denial, 3 a.m. phone calls—the attempts at rehabilitation, and, at last, the way past addiction. He shows us that, whatever an addict’s fate, the rest of the family must care for one another too, lest they become addicted to addiction.

Beautiful Boy is a fiercely candid memoir that brings immediacy to the emotional rollercoaster of loving a child who seems beyond help.

You can also hear Sheff's son's perspective in his memoir:
Tweak: Growing Up on Methamphetamines.©2007 David Sheff (P)2008 Blackstone Audio, Inc.
Addiction & Recovery Mental Health Psychology Psychology & Mental Health Substance abuse Health Inspiring Thought-Provoking

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Critic reviews

"Sheff does not spare himself or anyone else from keen professional scrutiny any more than he was himself spared the pains and joys of watching a loved one struggling with addiction and recovery....This is an honest, hopeful book, coming at a propitious moment in the meth epidemic." ( Publishers Weekly)
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Excellent performance from Anthony Heald.

As for the book, I thought of my brother whether he’s recovered or a functioning meths addict. In Malaysia, we called it ‘batu’ as it looks like stone. I guess it’s easier to say to your parents if your brother is using to cut him off completely but as Sheff said, it’s unconditional love parents have for their children.
There are numerous of ideas and reading provided by the author except I felt it that it reads as a research paper that he’s submitted to New York Times. It is personal but it’s not at the same time. I as a reader would love to hear and read more of his feelings and his relationship with his son even more as it brought tears to my eyes when he wrote about his hopelessness, hopefulness, disparity and love towards his son.
Stories about Jasper and Daisy is a great angle as they’re the affected characters. This, too, brought tears to my eyes as I’ve seen children in school, being a teacher, suffering from family members whom are using.
In a nutshell, David Sheff, I adore your courage and love towards your son and getting through it.

Love x

Diary of an Addict’s Father

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Great narration and story, even if it does get a bit 'self help' and 'facts and figures' in some places.

Hard Hitting

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it was lovely thank you for sharing your story is very parents nightmare 😢

beautiful heartbreaking book

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Incredible story and completely devastating. I enjoyed every minute of this book. Would recommend to anyone.

Deeply emotional and personal

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this is a wonderfully written account of living with addiction and the shockwaves it sends through families.

Excellent

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