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I Never Said I Loved You
- THE SUNDAY TIMES BESTSELLER
- By: Rhik Samadder
- Narrated by: Rhik Samadder
- Length: 8 hrs
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"I'm in bed with my mother, in a Bangkok sex hotel. It is my 30th birthday, it is time for me to become a man, and I have grave worries about the kind of man I'm going to become." On an unlikely backpacking trip, Rhik and his mother find themselves speaking openly for the first time in years...
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Set aside some time and listen to this
- By markj on 11-08-19
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I Never Said I Loved You
- THE SUNDAY TIMES BESTSELLER
- Narrated by: Rhik Samadder
- Length: 8 hrs
- Release date: 06-08-19
- Language: English
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Understanding the Paradox of Surviving Childhood Trauma
- Techniques and Tools for Working with Suicidality and Dissociation
- By: Joanne Zucchetto, Simone Jacobs, Ly Vick Johnson
- Narrated by: Ly Vick Johnson
- Length: 6 hrs and 45 mins
- Unabridged
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Understanding the Paradox of Surviving Childhood Trauma offers clinicians a new framework for understanding the symptoms and coping mechanisms displayed by survivors of childhood abuse. This approach considers how characteristics such as suicidality, self-harm, persistent depression, and anxiety can have roots in behaviors and beliefs that helped patients survive their trauma. This book provides practitioners with case examples, practical tips, and techniques for applying this mindset directly to their most complex cases.
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Understanding the Paradox of Surviving Childhood Trauma
- Techniques and Tools for Working with Suicidality and Dissociation
- Narrated by: Ly Vick Johnson
- Length: 6 hrs and 45 mins
- Release date: 12-03-24
- Language: English
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What Do I Do So Wrong?
- An Introduction to the Narcissistic Mother
- By: D. T Bloom
- Narrated by: Heather Tracy
- Length: 1 hr and 56 mins
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Often the characteristics of a narcissistic mother can be brushed off as her being "difficult" or "overbearing". In reality, the narcissistic mother hides many damaging behaviors that are a very real form of childhood abuse. This can be difficult for adult children of narcissistic mothers to come to terms with and comprehend, especially with the term narcissistic being such a broad term for a complex type of emotional abuse.
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What Do I Do So Wrong?
- An Introduction to the Narcissistic Mother
- Narrated by: Heather Tracy
- Series: Narcissistic Mothers
- Length: 1 hr and 56 mins
- Release date: 23-01-19
- Language: English
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Secret Shame
- A Survivor's Guide to Understanding Male Sexual Abuse and Male Sexual Development
- By: Douglas W. Carpenter PsyD
- Narrated by: ChasMandala
- Length: 11 hrs and 25 mins
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Sexual abuse is the secret shame that lies deep within. Men hold on to this secret shame for an average of 25 years before they disclose the hurt and pain they have endured and carried from sexual abuse perpetrated by another male. As men disclose their abuse, it is important to examine how the abuse changed their thinking and behavior. A good majority of men were abused before puberty. The research shows that men, on average, are abused around the age of eight or nine, while in the latency stage of development.
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Secret Shame
- A Survivor's Guide to Understanding Male Sexual Abuse and Male Sexual Development
- Narrated by: ChasMandala
- Length: 11 hrs and 25 mins
- Release date: 13-04-22
- Language: English
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Narcissistic Mothers
- How to Survive Abusive Parental Relationships Caused by Personality Disorders. Recover from Childhood Emotional Carelessness. A Complete Guide to Discover How to Heal
- By: Hope Utaram
- Narrated by: Leigh Ann Haga
- Length: 3 hrs and 23 mins
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Do you want to learn how to how to survive the abuse of a relationship by parents with personality disorders and recovery from childhood emotional carelessness? If yes, then keep reading...In this audiobook, you will learn more about: Narcissistic mothers, understanding narcissism, narcissistic personality disorder, characteristics of narcissistic parents, the future of your relationship, and more!
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Narcissistic Mothers
- How to Survive Abusive Parental Relationships Caused by Personality Disorders. Recover from Childhood Emotional Carelessness. A Complete Guide to Discover How to Heal
- Narrated by: Leigh Ann Haga
- Length: 3 hrs and 23 mins
- Release date: 24-04-20
- Language: English
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Healing Honestly
- The Messy and Magnificent Path to Overcoming Self-Blame and Self-Shame
- By: Alisa Zipursky
- Narrated by: Rebecca Gibel
- Length: 8 hrs and 49 mins
- Unabridged
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Healing Honestly is a candid, poignant, and often funny survivor-to-survivor guide to navigating the salty waters of untrue stories and victim-blaming narratives that survivors of child sex abuse hear every day.
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Healing Honestly
- The Messy and Magnificent Path to Overcoming Self-Blame and Self-Shame
- Narrated by: Rebecca Gibel
- Length: 8 hrs and 49 mins
- Release date: 10-06-23
- Language: English
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The Housekeeper's Secret
- A Memoir
- By: Sandra Schnakenburg
- Narrated by: Tavia Gilbert
- Length: 7 hrs and 52 mins
- Unabridged
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When Lee Metoyer is hired to be the new housekeeper, she has no idea that she’s about to become the anchor to a family in an abusive patriarch’s home, setting a mystery in motion that will take decades to uncover. At the age of seventy-two, Lee falls ill and on her deathbed asks Sandy to write her story. The only problem is, Sandy doesn’t know the story. Embarking on a quest to honor Lee’s final wishes, Sandy takes an emotional and thrilling journey, unveiling shocking truths not only about her beloved housekeeper but also her own upbringing.
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The Housekeeper's Secret
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Tavia Gilbert
- Length: 7 hrs and 52 mins
- Release date: 31-12-24
- Language: English
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Healing Childhood Trauma 2-1 Series
- The Perfect Series for Victims of Child Sexual Abuse (My Healing Journey)
- By: Nancy Loyat
- Narrated by: Brenda G. Brown, Mellie Achna
- Length: 5 hrs and 33 mins
- Unabridged
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Know that you are no longer alone. For a long time, I didn't know what triggered my anger. Past and present were mixed together, and it was impossible for me to tell them apart. I felt rejected and abandoned. To get to see it more clearly, I undertook several therapeutic approaches, in groups, alone. The secret was buried deeply in my memory and poisoned my existence. All I wanted was to feel better. I simply did not know how and what was causing my suffering.
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Healing Childhood Trauma 2-1 Series
- The Perfect Series for Victims of Child Sexual Abuse (My Healing Journey)
- Narrated by: Brenda G. Brown, Mellie Achna
- Series: The Perfect Series for Victims of Child Sexual Abuse (My Healing Journey), Book 1
- Length: 5 hrs and 33 mins
- Release date: 03-08-23
- Language: English
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Healing Sexual Trauma Guided Journal
- Writing and Somatic Practices to Help You Process, Heal, and Feel Safe
- By: Erika Shershun MFT
- Narrated by: Brenda Scott Wlazlo
- Length: 2 hrs and 24 mins
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Drawing on the mind-body techniques of somatic therapy, The Healing Sexual Trauma Guided Journal offers insightful writing prompts to help you explore your emotions, overcome internalized shame, and heal your traumatized nervous system.
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Healing Sexual Trauma Guided Journal
- Writing and Somatic Practices to Help You Process, Heal, and Feel Safe
- Narrated by: Brenda Scott Wlazlo
- Length: 2 hrs and 24 mins
- Release date: 11-03-25
- Language: English
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Healing from Parental Abandonment and Neglect
- Move Beyond Insecure Attachment to Build Safety, Connection, and Trust with Yourself and Others
- By: Kaytlyn Gillis LCSW, Elaine Miller-Karas LCSW
- Narrated by: Elyse Jacobson
- Length: 5 hrs and 23 mins
- Unabridged
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Do you blame yourself for being abandoned or neglected as a child, or suffer from poor self-esteem, anxiety, or depression as a result? Do you have deep feelings of shame, defectiveness, and insecurity that impact your life and relationships? If so, you are not alone. These are common experiences for survivors of adverse childhood experiences (ACEs). But what happened to you as a child or young adult isn’t your fault. By understanding how you were affected, you can start on the path to healing and personal growth.
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Healing from Parental Abandonment and Neglect
- Move Beyond Insecure Attachment to Build Safety, Connection, and Trust with Yourself and Others
- Narrated by: Elyse Jacobson
- Length: 5 hrs and 23 mins
- Release date: 09-04-25
- Language: English
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Factitious Love
- Surviving the Deception of Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy Abuse
- By: Tammy Eady Walker
- Narrated by: Liz May Brice
- Length: 3 hrs and 24 mins
- Unabridged
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Factitious Love is a powerful, survivor-centered guide to understanding, recognizing, and healing from one of the most insidious forms of child abuse—Munchausen by Proxy, also known as Factitious Disorder Imposed on Another. Written by Tammy Eady Walker, grandmother and author of I Have to Call Someone Mama: A Grandmother's Story of Two Siblings Rescued From Munchausen by Proxy Abuse, this book combines years of lived experience, survivor testimony, and therapeutic insight to shine a light on a form of abuse that thrives in silence.
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Factitious Love
- Surviving the Deception of Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy Abuse
- Narrated by: Liz May Brice
- Length: 3 hrs and 24 mins
- Release date: 11-08-25
- Language: English
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Secret Child
- By: Gordon Lewis, Andrew Crofts
- Narrated by: Kevin Hely
- Length: 7 hrs and 56 mins
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The shocking true story of a young boy hidden away from his family and the world in a Catholic home for unmarried mothers in 1950s Dublin. Born an 'unfortunate' onto the rough streets of 1950s Dublin, this is the incredible true story of a young boy, a secret child born into a home for unmarried...
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One of my favourite audio books.
- By vaninaise on 18-10-16
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Secret Child
- Narrated by: Kevin Hely
- Length: 7 hrs and 56 mins
- Release date: 23-04-15
- Language: English
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Life with My Idiot Family: A True Story of Survival, Courage and Justice over Childhood Sexual Abuse
- By: Kathy Picard, Gary Picard
- Narrated by: Kathy Picard
- Length: 9 hrs and 10 mins
- Unabridged
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Seven-year-old little girls love their daddy. Kathy was no exception, so when her daddy started paying “special” attention to her, she felt “special” in turn. Her daddy loved her.
Few betrayals run as deep as the betrayal of being sexually abused throughout your childhood by the man you should have been able to trust with your life. For Kathy, the betrayal ran deeper because when she finally found the courage to start speaking out about what her abuser did to her, her family responded by labeling her a liar and a troublemaker. Kathy didn’t stop speaking out, though.Preview -
Life with My Idiot Family: A True Story of Survival, Courage and Justice over Childhood Sexual Abuse
- Narrated by: Kathy Picard
- Length: 9 hrs and 10 mins
- Release date: 18-03-19
- Language: English
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Dealing with Emotionally Immature Parents
- How to Handle Toxic Parents
- By: Priscilla Posey
- Narrated by: Robin Howatt Shrock
- Length: 3 hrs and 20 mins
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Do you feel you lost your childhood because your parents weren't ready to emotionally take care of a child? Have you ever feel like you always have been the adult in your child-parent relationship? All you ever wanted was parents who listen to your stories, welcome you with open arms, and tell you how much they love you, no matter what you do. Instead, you walked around on eggshells making sure none of your actions would upset or irritate your parents. Now, it is the right time to start healing yourself instead of taking care of others.
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Emotionally Immature Parents
- By Chloe on 06-12-21
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Dealing with Emotionally Immature Parents
- How to Handle Toxic Parents
- Narrated by: Robin Howatt Shrock
- Length: 3 hrs and 20 mins
- Release date: 27-08-19
- Language: English
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Surviving My Mother
- How I Let Go of My Past to Reclaim My Soul and My Future
- By: Debbie Matzkin
- Narrated by: Samantha Novak
- Length: 4 hrs and 20 mins
- Unabridged
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Surviving My Mother is the harrowing, candid, beautiful story of a woman’s quest to survive, a mother’s quest to heal, and a daughter’s quest to forgive. Debbie Matzkin shares the life-saving lessons she learned, how she was able to find happiness in even the darkest of depths, and how she ultimately reclaimed her future.
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Surviving My Mother
- How I Let Go of My Past to Reclaim My Soul and My Future
- Narrated by: Samantha Novak
- Length: 4 hrs and 20 mins
- Release date: 22-09-23
- Language: English
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The Sex-Wise Parent
- The Parent's Guide to Protecting Your Child, Strengthening Your Famly, and Talking to Kids about Sex, Abuse, and Bullying
- By: Janet Rosenzweig
- Narrated by: Sandra Caldwell
- Length: 9 hrs and 22 mins
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If your kids aren’t learning about sex from you, what are they learning about sex, and who is teaching them? Having "the talk" with your child does not have to be a terrifying and awkward event. Armed with The Sex-Wise Parent, Dr. Janet Rosenzweig’s groundbreaking book, you may find you never have to have "the talk". Dr. Rosenzweig shows you how you can help protect your children from sexual abuse, trauma, and bullying through your everyday interaction with them.
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The Sex-Wise Parent
- The Parent's Guide to Protecting Your Child, Strengthening Your Famly, and Talking to Kids about Sex, Abuse, and Bullying
- Narrated by: Sandra Caldwell
- Length: 9 hrs and 22 mins
- Release date: 23-02-13
- Language: English
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Sexual Abuse: Child Sexual Abuse True Stories
- What You Need to Know & Shocking Child Abuse Statistics
- By: Robyn MacBridge
- Narrated by: Dorothy Dickson
- Length: 1 hr and 31 mins
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This book is more than just a book of child abuse stories. The victims of child sexual abuse are one out of four girls and one out of seven boys (World Health Organization). A majority of the offenders are people they know and trust like their family members.
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Sexual Abuse: Child Sexual Abuse True Stories
- What You Need to Know & Shocking Child Abuse Statistics
- Narrated by: Dorothy Dickson
- Length: 1 hr and 31 mins
- Release date: 21-03-23
- Language: English
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Coming Undone
- A Memoir
- By: Terri White
- Narrated by: Terri White
- Length: 6 hrs and 37 mins
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To everyone else, Terri White appeared to be living the dream, named one of Folio's Top Women in US Media and accruing further awards for the magazines she was editing. In reality, she was rapidly skidding towards a mental health crisis that would land her in a locked psychiatric ward as her past caught up with her. As well as growing up in a household in poverty, Terri endured sexual and physical abuse at the hands of a number of her mother's partners.
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Loved it
- By Anonymous on 30-08-20
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Coming Undone
- A Memoir
- Narrated by: Terri White
- Length: 6 hrs and 37 mins
- Release date: 02-07-20
- Language: English
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The Deepest Well
- Healing the Long-Term Effects of Childhood Adversity
- By: Dr. Nadine Burke Harris
- Narrated by: Dr. Nadine Burke Harris
- Length: 10 hrs and 21 mins
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A pioneering physician reveals how childhood stress can lead to lifelong health problems, and shows us what we can do to break the cycle. Two-thirds of us have experienced at least one adverse childhood experience, or ACE, such as abuse, neglect, parental substance dependence, or mental illness...
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The Deepest Well
- Healing the Long-Term Effects of Childhood Adversity
- Narrated by: Dr. Nadine Burke Harris
- Length: 10 hrs and 21 mins
- Release date: 23-01-18
- Language: English
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My Lie
- A True Story of False Memory
- By: Meredith Maran
- Narrated by: Donna Postel
- Length: 7 hrs and 41 mins
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Meredith Maran lived a daughter's nightmare: she accused her father of sexual abuse, then realized, nearly too late, that he was innocent. During the 1980s and 1990s, tens of thousands of Americans became convinced that they had repressed memories of childhood sexual abuse, and then, decades later, recovered those memories in therapy. Journalist, mother, and daughter Meredith Maran was one of them.
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My Lie
- A True Story of False Memory
- Narrated by: Donna Postel
- Length: 7 hrs and 41 mins
- Release date: 28-01-13
- Language: English
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