After a recent trip to Detroit & New York, I really felt like something shifted in me and I started to (finally) understand the difference between healthy creative productivity...and the unhealthy kind of neverending hustling the system programs us to do.

So I wanted to share what I learned!

Also for some reason editing this was hard. I think it's because the video kind of forced me to look at a bunch of stuff while editing that's still unhealed.

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Here's the video I mention about the past life in Atlantis: https://youtu.be/L9-bedLMAYU

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In this episode of the Spiritual Crypto podcast, I share about a recent experience I had working with a witch - and my understanding of what that means for somebody like me who practices Vipassana meditation on the regular and plans to keep doing that until I die (and beyond).

The Fall of Atlantis makes its way into my monologue, as it often does, since I fell it’s a sort of backdrop for this life.

On the mundane level, I also share about what’s up with Seeds as we keep working to transcend the old economic system, as well as what’s going on for me personally.

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I thought it would be fun to share a rundown of (almost) all of the past lives I’ve been able to recall so far - and what they’re trying to teach me about my mission in this one.

PARTS of this WERE fun, but it also ended up being WAY harder to do this than I anticipated - both to record, and even more so to edit. I had a ton of challenging, gnarly stuff coming up and the emotional pain was intense.

Almost all of it was about different facets of the way the feminine energy in everyone, regardless of gender, has been damaged by the wounded masculine. I feel like I’m grieving the millennia of suffering this has caused countless people - and the way so few humans alive right now are even aware that this phenomenon exists.

That makes it so important to share this.

The difficult emotions that came up through doing this also made me realize that there’s a lot more still in these lives for me to release and heal.

But the message they teach is I think essential - not just for me, but for all of us who incarnated on Earth at this time to help with Ascension.

So in this video, I go through ~ two dozen of my past lives. I also share how all of this dovetails into Seeds, the economic ecosystem built to transcend the dysfunction in capitalism (and in communism as well), so that it can support us through this transitional period on earth, and beyond.

I hope this helps - and I’d love to hear about your past lives as well.

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Here’s Thea Anderson’s website (the practitioner who helped me look at these past lives): https://www.theaanderson.com/

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In this episode of the Spiritual Crypto podcast, I talk about recent layers of wounding that have come up as I had an interaction with my estranged mother, who was the Enabler to my Narcissistic father (I was the scapegoat kid).

My narc dad was such a focal point for the family that it wasn’t until after he died that I was able to see the contributions my mom made to the dysfunction and abuse in our family. I hope that sharing this may help other people in similar situations - maybe you’ll be able to identify this pattern more quickly than I did, and save yourself some grief.

I also talk about different manifestations of wounded feminine energy that has been coming at me through people I know, through man-made systems, through the ether, through my own mind/body as I continue my eating disorder recovery, and what I think it means in terms of past lives, Ascension, and transcending capitalism through Seeds.

I hope this helps!

Note: At 1:20ish the word I am thinking of is 'incremental!'

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The Patrick Teahan video I mention regarding the Enabling parent and their narcissistic injury:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjr-jh0Cimg

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Happy 2025 y'all.

In this episode, I talk about what my recent experience with what was, for me, an enormous theft that left me worrying about how I'd pay my basic expenses - and having to ask for help through Seeds as a result - is teaching me about healing what I hope is the core of the wounding I took on while growing up as the scapegoat kid in a narcissistic family structure. I reflect on my own spiral course of progress over the past 5 years or so as we're kicking off 2015.

I also share what I'm learning about manifestation as it relates to this - with some thoughts about past lives - and the psychology of poverty that the old economic system is designed to keep us trapped in.

So Seeds is working to transcend that system, with something kinder. 💗

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It's been a hard couple of months...but I'm hoping it gets better soon.

This is Episode 4 of Season 2 of Spiritual Crypto, my low fi podcast, which I kinda treat like a therapy session.

It's candid and unfiltered, and I share the sometimes complex emotions I'm moving through, what's going on in my life, thoughts about things like the Rise of the Feminine, astrology, Ascension to 5D, and the interaction of DeFi tools with these energies, particularly as they manifest through Seeds.

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This is embarrassing and I almost didn't post this because I "sound annoying" and "look so gross" but I kinda think feeling that means I need to post it...

Plus it feels like having more love in my life/healing more will take care of this shift that will make me stop thinking I sound annoying/actually sounding annoying (and will make me have fun and maybe even be funny sometimes again like I used to feel like I could be) so am working toward that too.

In this episode of the Spiritual Crypto podcast I talk about some recent revelations that eating disorder recovery has given me re: all these ways I've internalized scarcity, though I didn't realize it.

Money, astrology and past lives that involved dealing with scarcity - including one with a guy I dated in my current life who SAed me, and one involving my current narcissistic father who's now deceased - come up in relation to this too, so I talk about those as well.

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In this episode of the Spiritual Crypto podcast, I talk about what it's really like being a female tech founder trying to actually do good things in the world with cryptocurrency, & how that's meant both the world of cryptocurrency (misogynistic AF) & the world of social good (skeptical of crypto because of bad almost entirely male actors) have shunned us.

It was the hardest day I've had in some time, and I was crying a while. Talking through why.

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