• Prepping for the Dungeon - MMO Thoughts
    Jun 23 2026

    A very meandering mumble about MMORGS in preparation for the next book club covering Dungeon Crawler Carl

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    51 mins
  • Reflecting on Being Content for 10 Episodes
    Jun 9 2026

    Short reflections on making it through 10 episodes.

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    17 mins
  • Liminal Music for Liminal Mids
    Jun 2 2026

    Retreading some thoughts about AI, particularly generative AI, in the context of creativity. Thinking more on how rumination plays a roll in flow states, how the ruminative practice of any art or craft is a part of flow. All if this set to a journey through a patch on the Moog Subharmonicon as a centerpiece to mull on the world of liminal music in the modular scene while taking my first steps into becoming a creator and not just consumer of that art.

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    43 mins
  • Book Club: There is No Antimemetics Division, Conclusion
    May 26 2026

    Book Club Episode 4 - Covers There is No Antimemetics Division Part 3 (Chapters 5 ^ of this section and the epilogue - Spoiler warning for these chapters. This time let's build and find the keys to the super weapon and free the world of U-3125 if we can. Also discusses the relationship between this book and Memento, Project Hail Mary, Scavengers Reign, and The Southern Reach, no particular spoilers to any of these related titles discussed.

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    1 hr and 8 mins
  • Rumination, Mental Backrooms, and Yapping as Therapy
    May 18 2026

    A short exploration of rumination and how, for me, yapping at a microphone provides some escape from my own mental backrooms.

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    37 mins
  • Book Club: There is No Antimemetics Division Part 3
    May 12 2026

    Book Club Episode 3 - Covers There is No Antimemetics Division Part 3 (Chapters 1-4 of this section, though there is more to part 3 of the book that we will return to) - Spoiler warning for these chapters. We press forward, this time with Adam Quinn into a world that swiftly shifts, a world that becomes fractured and lost to U-3125. Take a journey down a dark road with me. Also, the word of this episode is juxtaposed! I realized as I edited that I say it a lot this time around, so get your clicker and count just how many times we can sit wit the juxtaposition of narrative ideas.

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    49 mins
  • Meandering through Games and Narrative
    May 5 2026

    A first session and meandering discourse about narrative in gaming with personal examples of narrative, semi-narrative, and non-narrative games and their place in my life and heart. Light discussion, but no spoilers for: Mouthwashing, Baldur's Gate, Stardew Valley, Graveyard Keeper, Dwarf Fortress, Rimworld, Tiny Glade, and Dystopika. Take an increasingly less structured wander through a calm valley in my otherwise sometimes troubled mind.

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    50 mins
  • Book Club: There is No Antimemetics Division Part 2
    Apr 28 2026

    Book Club Episode 2 - Covers There is No Antimemetics Division Chapters Part 2 (Chapter 1-4 of this section) - Spoiler warning for these chapters. We dive deeper into lost memories and their meaning as Marie Quinn explores the entity which must be fought. With it's relationship to the loss of memories I again discuss Alzheimer's and it's meaning in my own life. Other media discussed includes Everywhere at the End of Time by The Caretaker, Severance, and some notes on negative space in Dune. Next time, a lighter jaunt into my special interest in semi-narrative and non-narrative gaming.

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    49 mins