EP. 5 🪽🤍 The Lucky Tender Mercy

In this episode, we share one of the most emotional chapters of our infertility journey—walking through two more miscarriages, a chemical pregnancy, and the grief that followed.

We open up about facing the due date of our very first pregnancy, the emotions that resurfaced, and how loss has a way of finding you in moments you least expect. We talk about the anxiety that comes after miscarriage, learning to carry both hope and heartbreak, and what healing looked like for us during one of our hardest seasons.

We also share the story of our niece, Harper Jane—one of the greatest tender mercies in our journey. Through so much pain, she brought light, laughter, and healing to places that felt impossible to mend. Her presence became a reminder that even in seasons of deep grief, love still finds a way to grow.

If you've experienced pregnancy loss, infertility, or are navigating the complicated road of healing after heartbreak, we hope this episode reminds you that you're not alone.

🪽 Trigger Warning: Discussion of miscarriage, chemical pregnancy, infertility, pregnancy loss, and grief.

Sometimes healing doesn't come from moving on—it comes from finding the tender mercies that help you carry on. 🤍✨

In Episode 4, we share the story of our first miscarriage—the moment our world changed forever.

We talk about the excitement of seeing those two lines, the heartbreak that followed, and the emotions that came with navigating loss for the first time. This episode isn't easy, but it's real.

Pregnancy loss is something so many families experience, yet so few people talk about openly. Our hope is that by sharing our story, someone else feels a little less alone in theirs.

If you're walking through grief, infertility, or loss, this episode is for you. Feel what you need to feel. Give yourself grace. And remember—you don't have to carry it alone.

❤️‍🩹 Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions of miscarriage, pregnancy loss, infertility, and grief.

Year 3 of infertility. No answers. Just continuous hope mixed with really dark moments.

The kind of year that changes you quietly. The kind that teaches you how to keep showing up even when your heart is tired.

But somewhere in the waiting, Jackson and I locked into each other harder than ever before. Through the grief, the questions, the disappointment, the “what now?” moments — we chose each other over and over again.

This year wasn’t about getting the miracle we prayed for yet. It was about surviving the silence together. Learning how to hold hope with shaky hands. Learning how to love each other through the unknown.

Year 3 hurt. But it also reminded me that even in the darkest moments, we were never carrying it alone.