In this deeply personal episode of Night Songs: Finding the Morning, Margaret shares her journey through loss, miscarriage, fear, and suffering while exploring one difficult question: Why does God allow pain? Through scripture, personal testimony, and reflections on grief, spiritual growth, and the nearness of Jesus in suffering, this episode offers hope for anyone walking through a dark season and searching for purpose in their pain.

In this episode of Night Songs – Finding the Morning, I share a vivid dream I had years before walking through seasons of deep grief and loss. Only later did I realize the dream revealed a spiritual battle I could not see at the time. If you have ever wondered where God was in your suffering, this episode explores grief, faith, spiritual warfare, and the comforting truth that God may be protecting us even when we feel abandoned.

In this deeply personal episode of Night Songs – Finding the Morning, I share the story of losing my son Jacob and the seven-year spiritual struggle that followed. Grief can lead us to believe dangerous lies about God, fairness, and what we deserve. Tonight we examine how suffering shapes our thinking, how pride can hide inside our pain, and how the truth of the cross helps us confront the lies grief whispers to our hearts.