Innocence is fragile.

In this episode, I revisit the faith structures that shaped my early understanding of God and the world, and the painful moment when that understanding collided with the realities of human cruelty, history, and suffering. A deeply personal reflection on how innocence is built, and how it is lost when reality refuses to stay contained.

For a long time, life felt like a game with clear instructions: follow the rules, and you’ll be okay.

In Episode 5 of Leaving Eden, I share how losing certainty didn’t feel liberating at first—it felt destabilizing. A contemplative reflection on structure, responsibility, and the unsettling kind of freedom that comes when the rulebook disappears.

What happens when faith isn’t just a belief, but a relationship?

In this episode, I share the deeply personal experience of losing Jesus—not as an idea, but as a presence I once trusted like a closest friend. This episode explores grief, intimacy, and the quiet heartbreak that can follow when a relationship you depended on begins to disappear.

This episode explores the quiet, often invisible marriage between American Christianity and political power.

Growing up immersed in conservative media, patriotic church culture, and a sincere love for Jesus, I didn’t recognize the tension between Christ’s teachings and the worldview shaping my fears. This is a reflection on how that dissonance formed, why so many have begun to question it, and what it costs to finally see it.

For a long time, Intelligent Design made the universe feel intentional and safe.

In this episode of Leaving Eden, I tell the story of how that sense of order began to waver, and what it felt like to briefly stand without answers. This is a quiet reflection on faith, fear, and the fragile moment when certainty starts to slip.

Biblical inerrancy was never just a doctrine—it was my foundation.

In this episode of Leaving Eden, I share how my relationship with Scripture began to shift when familiar explanations no longer held the same certainty. This is not an argument against faith, but a personal exploration of what happens when reverence, honesty, and difficult questions begin to collide.

In this episode, I explore one of the oldest and most difficult questions people of faith wrestle with: Why does suffering exist?

Through personal experience and reflection, this episode sits with grief, doubt, and the quiet unease that arises when familiar answers no longer bring comfort. This isn’t an attempt to argue anyone out of belief, but an honest look at what happens when suffering becomes impossible to explain away.