Once someone shows their true colors, I won’t argue or given a million reasons why to fix a situation. I was respectful, honest, forgiving and very straightforward. I don’t hate you, but I don’t care for what you have to say. Am I perfect no, I did do some wrongs and some back and forth, but I would rather be truthful and honest, then be someone I don’t know. To please a situation, that I have morals that I am breaking. Throwing my abuse in my face and completely denying it, is something I can’t look past. The lesson for me was that this door is closed for good, I will never embarrass you or treat you the way you treated me. I wish you best and maybe one day you will be happy, I forgive you. I forgive everything, but denying my abuse and disrespecting what I went through was too far. Please do not reach out to me, I don’t care for what you have to say. I’m not innocent, but what hurt the most was the fact that I was truthful, honest and respectful, but the more I shared how I felt, it was ignored especially my abuse I went through with someone I wasn’t related too. There is no option, what is done, is done. It is was is, I would rather walk away in silence, because saying anything wouldn’t prove my worth. I will never be the same. I’m hurt, but not mad, but again maybe one day you can find peace.

I’ve been to the Bahamas four times. Clear light blue water unless it’s in December. Cheap prices but a North Easter, the conditions you never want to be in. The ship rocking back and forth. The ocean coming up to port hole, walking sideways like you are drunk and everything falling off the tables. Almost had to abandon the ship. You were shaking and couldn’t walk straight for two weeks. Motion sickness, a trip to remember, or the time you did a twelve mile bike ride and the last four miles you were soaked in rain because a tropical storm was forming near by. Getting all your hair braid but then having a sunburn on your scalp. So many memories, they also drive on the left side instead of the right. Altantis, almost being stung by a jellyfish, the moments never end. Being out at sea, seeing the sky line of Miami. The Royal Caribbean will always be my first choice sorry Carnival, it’s become Walmart of the seas. The Oasis of the seas, the Icon of the seas. I love the ocean, unless there is rogue wave which happened once, but on a smaller boat. Florida and the Bahamas are my two favorite places. Margaritavill, Port Carnival, Orlando, Port Saint Lucie, Miami, Saint Augustine, Clear Water, Jacksonville, Daytona, Jupiter, Destin, Tallahassee, and so many other places. The Rolex 24hr at Daytona, I got to meet Patrick Dempsey. I got to swim with manatees. Scuba diving,

Snorkeling, jet skiing and other things, I had fun every summer. Growing up with classic’s, country, classic rock and Jimmy Buffett. “Volcano” by Jimmy Buffett was the only song I could sleep to when I was younger. I have a signed cd by Jimmy Buffett. I also got to be part of many movies as well.