What happens when you lose everything that anchored you… and God doesn’t say a word?

In this powerful HerStory episode, Katissa Lupoe sits down with Pastor Audra Bain — fourth-generation intercessor, worship leader, and pastor of Judah’s House Ministries in Nassau, Bahamas, where she pastors alongside her husband, Pastor Brian Bain — for one of the most raw and honest conversations this series has ever held.

In a single season, Pastor Audra lost her father, her grandmother, and a pregnancy. Back to back. No warning. No explanation. Just silence.

This is a conversation about what it looks like to keep going when grief has you in a stranglehold… when your faith feels shaken… and when everything in you wants to walk away from the calling God placed on your life.

But Pastor Audra’s story is proof that God’s silence does not mean His absence.

Sometimes silence is preparation.

Sometimes brokenness is the birthplace of deeper purpose.

And sometimes the fire reveals that you were handpicked all along.

This episode is for every woman who has questioned:

• Does God still see me?
• Am I still called?
• Does my life still have purpose after this pain?

The answer is yes.

You were handpicked before you ever walked through the fire.

Pastor Audra Bain is a fourth-generation intercessor, worship leader, author, and pastor of Judah’s House Ministries in Nassau, Bahamas, where she serves alongside her husband, Pastor Brian Bain. Her life is deeply rooted in prayer, worship, and the presence of God, carrying a passion for helping people encounter healing, restoration, and intimacy with the Lord.

Known for her authenticity and devotion to intercession, Pastor Audra is the founder of Judah Experiences, a ministry that has spent more than 15 years creating transformative spaces marked by worship, prayer, and creativity. She is also a songwriter and author of Quiet Times with God, a 90-day devotional and journal designed to strengthen believers in their daily walk with God.

Through every season, including grief, loss, and personal testing, Pastor Audra has remained committed to her assignment and to reminding others that they are still chosen, still called, and still handpicked by God.

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