Episodes

  • Chapter 4 | Winter’s Last Melody (Author-Narrated)
    Feb 1 2026

    A winter that kept going after the goodbye.

    Snow falling where footsteps no longer return.

    A name spoken softly, then carried into silence.


    Ren built a life that stayed warm.

    A workshop. A rhythm. A place far from memory.


    Itsuki followed a call he never expected.

    A number he didn’t recognize.

    A winter that ended something he never knew how to finish.


    They arrive separately.

    Sit apart.

    Hold their grief quietly.


    A storm that closes roads and cancels departures.

    A night that refuses to let anyone leave.


    This is not a story about rivalry.

    Not about what comes next.

    It’s about what remains when the person you loved is gone and the world asks you to stay anyway.


    This is Winter’s Last Melody - Chapter 4: The Silence That Remained.

    From Gay Audio Books, a cinematic audio drama about memory, timing, and the quiet ways love echoes after it ends.


    No visuals. Just snowfall, wind against temple eaves, footsteps fading, and two lives briefly held together by the same winter.


    The Winters We Let Go

    ⁠https://youtu.be/lrjEJp-0A1I⁠


    The Colors That Found Me | Official Audio

    ⁠⁠https://youtu.be/sj8QGKRfwUA⁠⁠


    The Days That Stayed | Official Audio

    ⁠⁠https://youtu.be/2959Z9X4lCM⁠⁠


    Winter’s Last Melody | Instrumental Playlist

    ⁠⁠⁠https://youtu.be/CMUkswANl08⁠⁠⁠



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    24 mins
  • The Boy Who Slept Against Me | Men Being Too Intimate
    Jan 29 2026

    A morning bus into Dublin.

    Rain tapping softly against the windows, the city still half-asleep, routine moving before thought.


    Two seats side by side.

    A body leaning without intention.

    A warmth borrowed and never asked for.

    The hum of the road.

    The hush of commuters.

    A moment small enough to disappear, except it doesn’t.


    An ESFP, bright and instinctive, moving through the world by feel. Warm without trying. Affectionate without counting the cost. Living fully in the present, never noticing what lingers after.


    An INFP, quiet and inward, watching everything. Carrying meaning carefully. Holding onto moments long after they pass, because some feelings don’t announce themselves, they settle.


    One leans without thinking.

    The other holds still, afraid to breathe.


    A name overheard at a café.

    A return bus taken at the wrong time.

    A pint shared under golden pub lights.

    A conversation that almost means something, and doesn’t.


    Just routine, coincidence, and closeness that arrives without permission.

    This is a story about intimacy without intent.

    About friendship brushing against something deeper, and choosing not to break it.


    This is The Boy Who Slept Against Me.
    A story told in voice, music, and restraint.
    About the softness of almost.
    And the quiet ache of letting it stay exactly that.


    No visuals. Just rain on pavement. A city moving on. And one person walking home with a feeling he doesn’t press.



    🎵 The Boy Who Slept Against Me

    Coming Soon


    🎵 Men Being Too Intimate

    ⁠⁠https://youtu.be/yH-FSnxYhOQ⁠⁠



    Men Being Too Intimate, Novel Series Exclusively on Kindle Now.


    The Time We Had: ⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G8W4XZVY⁠

    I Saw You First: ⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GCW3N1WB⁠

    One Night Only: ⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DGWJLTJ2⁠

    The Sunrise Didn’t Ask for More: ⁠https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GHK7XZJT⁠



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    25 mins
  • Chapter 3 | Winter’s Last Melody (Author-Narrated)
    Jan 25 2026

    A winter that didn’t end when it was supposed to.

    Snow settling into routines that look steady and finished from the outside. Haru built a life that made sense. A future he could hold with both hands.


    But some winters never loosen their grip.


    There was a university hallway once.

    Shared warmth.

    A love that drifted apart without breaking loudly.


    And then another winter arrived.

    Color spilling into quiet streets.

    A week that felt like a season.

    Closeness without promises.


    Two goodbyes.

    Two different winters.

    Both carried forward.


    This is Winter’s Last Melody - Chapter 3: The Winters We Let Go.


    From Gay Audio Books, a cinematic audio-drama about timing, memory, and the love that stays with us long after it ends.


    No visuals. Just snowfall, station echoes, engines idling, and the quiet sound of a life changing in a single moment.


    The Winters We Let Go

    https://youtu.be/lrjEJp-0A1I


    The Colors That Found Me | Official Audio

    ⁠https://youtu.be/sj8QGKRfwUA⁠


    The Days That Stayed | Official Audio

    ⁠https://youtu.be/2959Z9X4lCM⁠


    Winter’s Last Melody | Instrumental Playlist

    ⁠⁠https://youtu.be/CMUkswANl08⁠⁠



    For more from Gay Audio Books, listen on YouTube:

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    27 mins
  • The Night We Found What We Lost | Men Being Too Intimate
    Jan 22 2026

    A night in Chiapa de Corzo.
    Papel picado drifting overhead, drums carrying through warm air, families gathered too close, laughter layered with history and habit.

    The hum of a festival that doesn’t slow down. Footsteps circling stone streets. Heat rising where it shouldn’t.


    An ENFP, bright and open, moving easily through noise, conversation, and connection. Always reaching, always noticing, never quite still.

    An ISFP, quiet and grounded, watching more than he speaks, hands steady, holding himself gently in a place that asks him to perform joy.


    One moves toward the world.

    The other shelters inside it.


    A missing earring.

    A look held too long.

    A dinner invitation that lingers.

    A room where silence tightens the air.


    Just breath, touch, and a moment that crosses a line before either of them can decide what it means.

    This is the night where words aren’t needed.

    Where desire arrives without permission.

    Where intimacy happens softly, privately, and stays even after the music fades.


    This is The Night We Found What We Lost.

    A story told in voice, music, and restraint.

    About how some connections don’t demand promises, yet still leave their mark.


    No visuals. Just the festival dimming, the quiet upstairs, and the sound of two inner worlds finding each other for one night and not wanting to forget.



    🎵 The Night We Found What We Lost

    https://youtu.be/_iHkDB6SqtY


    🎵 Men Being Too Intimate

    ⁠https://youtu.be/yH-FSnxYhOQ⁠



    Men Being Too Intimate, Novel Series Exclusively on Kindle Now.


    The Time We Had: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G8W4XZVY

    I Saw You First: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GCW3N1WB

    One Night Only: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DGWJLTJ2



    For more from Gay Audio Books, listen on YouTube:

    ⁠⁠⁠https://youtube.com/@GayAudioBooks⁠⁠⁠


    For official music from SNWB:

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    26 mins
  • Chapter 2 | Winter’s Last Melody (Author-Narrated)
    Jan 18 2026

    A winter after graduation, when routines feel decided and the world suddenly feels too small.

    Snow-covered fields in Biei.

    A life that looks steady from the outside and restless from within.

    Haru thought he already knew where he would end up.


    Then there was a thrift shop in Sapporo.

    Warm light spilling onto the snow.

    Racks of color.

    And a man who moved through winter like it could be bent into something brighter.

    Itsuki.


    Late nights that end too soon.

    Hands warmed without asking.

    Distance shrinking faster than names can keep up.


    They let winter take them where it wants.


    This is Winter’s Last Melody - Chapter 2: The Colors That Found Me.

    From Gay Audio Books, a cinematic audio-drama about restlessness, closeness that arrives too fast and the kind of warmth that changes you before you’re ready to admit it.


    No visuals. Just snowfall, fabric rustling, quiet footsteps and two lives pulled together by a season that doesn’t wait.


    The Colors That Found Me | Official Audio

    https://youtu.be/sj8QGKRfwUA


    The Days That Stayed | Official Audio

    https://youtu.be/2959Z9X4lCM


    Winter’s Last Melody | Instrumental Playlist

    ⁠https://youtu.be/CMUkswANl08⁠



    Men Being Too Intimate, Novel Series Exclusively on Kindle Now.


    The Time We Had: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G8W4XZVY

    I Saw You First: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GCW3N1WB



    For more from Gay Audio Books, listen on YouTube:

    ⁠⁠https://youtube.com/@GayAudioBooks⁠⁠


    For official music from SNWB:

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    25 mins
  • When the Car Door Closed | Men Being Too Intimate
    Jan 15 2026

    A night in Jaipur.

    Lanterns strung across a rooftop, drums carrying through warm air, families gathered too close, laughter layered with expectation.

    The hum of a festival that doesn’t slow down. Footsteps moving in circles. Heat rising where it shouldn’t.


    An ENTP, restless and sharp, moving easily through noise, conversation, and attention, never quite still, never quite alone.

    An ISTP, quiet and contained, watching more than he speaks, holding himself steady in a place that asks too much of him.


    One thrives in motion.

    The other seeks escape.


    A shared table that tightens the air.

    A dance that becomes unbearable.

    An excuse that sounds like relief.

    A car parked just far enough from the lights.


    Just breath, movement, and a moment that crosses a line before either of them can stop it. This is the night where silence does the talking. Where desire doesn’t ask permission. Where intimacy happens quickly, quietly and ends the moment the world calls back.


    This is When the Car Door Closed.

    A story told in voice, music, and restraint.

    About how some connections don’t stay but still leave a mark.


    No visuals. Just the festival fading, the fogged glass and the sound of two inner worlds colliding for one night.



    🎵 When the Car Door Closed

    https://youtu.be/1HFOmMcSCP0


    🎵 Men Being Too Intimate

    https://youtu.be/yH-FSnxYhOQ



    Men Being Too Intimate, Novel Series Exclusively on Kindle Now.


    The Time We Had: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G8W4XZVY

    I Saw You First: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GCW3N1WB



    For more from Gay Audio Books, listen on YouTube:

    ⁠⁠https://youtube.com/@GayAudioBooks⁠⁠


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    26 mins
  • Chapter 1 | Winter’s Last Melody (Author-Narrated)
    Jan 11 2026

    A winter campus in Sapporo, where snow dulls every sound and breath hangs in the air a little longer than it should.


    Two students.

    Two quiet paths crossing.

    One music box table tucked near the windows, and a season that began without warning.


    Haru, unsure of where he belongs yet, drawn to warmth in the middle of winter.

    Ren, gentle and focused, building small wooden boxes that hold more feeling than he knows how to say.


    A shared table.

    A brushed hand.

    A walk that goes on longer than planned.


    They don’t call it anything at first.

    They don’t need to.

    Their closeness grows in pauses, in heater hums, in snow falling softly outside dorm windows.


    This is Winter’s Last Melody - Chapter 1: The Days That Stayed.


    From Gay Audio Books, a cinematic audio-drama about first love, quiet timing, and the memories that refuse to melt.


    No visuals. Just snowfall, footsteps, and two voices finding warmth in the hush of winter.


    The Days That Stayed | Official Audio

    ⁠https://youtu.be/2959Z9X4lCM⁠


    Winter’s Last Melody | Instrumental Playlist

    https://youtu.be/CMUkswANl08



    Men Being Too Intimate, Novel Series Exclusively on Kindle Now.


    The Time We Had: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G8W4XZVY



    For more from Gay Audio Books, listen on YouTube:

    ⁠https://youtube.com/@GayAudioBooks⁠


    For official music from SNWB:

    ⁠https://youtube.com/@SNWB.official⁠

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    23 mins
  • The Sunrise That Didn’t Ask for More | Men Being Too Intimate
    Jan 8 2026

    A New Year’s morning in the Sacred Valley.

    Mist lifting from stone terraces, mountains holding their breath as the sun rises without asking anything in return.

    The quiet hum of a luxury train.

    Footsteps on ancient paths.

    Breath shared slowly in thin air.


    An ESFJ, warm and attentive, noticing who needs water, time, reassurance.


    An INFJ, observant and inward, carrying the after weight of something that ended softly but never fully let go.


    One leads with care.

    The other follows with trust.

    A sunrise watched in silence.

    A descent shaped by presence.

    A walk back through town that becomes more than it planned to be.

    No declarations.

    No promises made too quickly.

    Just a moment that lands gently and stays where it needs to stay.


    This is the morning that didn’t rush them.

    Where connection arrived without asking for a future and healing didn’t need to be named.


    This is The Sunrise That Didn’t Ask for More.

    A story told in voice, music, and quiet space.

    About how intimacy doesn’t always mean staying.

    Sometimes it means arriving fully and leaving lighter.


    No visuals. Just the mountains, the breath and the sound of two inner worlds meeting for a day.



    🎵 The Sunrise That Didn’t Ask for More

    https://youtu.be/1d44dLpVIGc


    🎵 Men Being Too Intimate

    https://youtu.be/yH-FSnxYhOQ



    Men Being Too Intimate, Novel Series Exclusively on Kindle Now.


    The Time We Had: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G8W4XZVY



    For more from Gay Audio Books, listen on YouTube:

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    26 mins