Episode 5 God Help Me
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There are certain kinds of unraveling that happen quietly.
This episode is about the months before my collapse fully happened. The moments I explained away. The physical reactions I couldn’t understand. The exhaustion that didn’t make sense. The growing fear that something inside me was changing while I was still trying desperately to function normally.
We talk about:
— church becoming both comfort and trigger
— weaponized religion inside marriage
— rebuilding my relationship with God privately
— panic hidden behind functionality
— social withdrawal
— overstimulation
— sitting in parking lots trying to force myself into work
— trying to survive better instead of actually healing
This is not an episode about answers yet.