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An Unimaginable Life

An Unimaginable Life

By: Christy Levy Spiritual Medium with Gary Temple Bodley
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Christy is a one of the world’s most powerful mediums. In this podcast, Christy and channeler Gary Temple Bodley bring in those who have crossed over to share their nonphysical perspectives to tell us what’s really going on in our reality. The conversations are both fascinating and enlightening.Copyright 2023 All rights reserved. Social Sciences Spirituality World
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  • Inner Freedom After Trauma with Etty Hillesum and Vaclav Havel
    Jan 31 2026
    Read about The Freedom Project here Schedule a call with Gary to learn more about The Freedom Project here This Dead Talk episode is a channeled teaching on inner freedom after trauma, guided by two historical figures: Etty Hillesum (young Jewish diarist who wrote from Westerbork and later Auschwitz) and Václav Havel (Czech dissident who became the first president of the Czech Republic after the Velvet Revolution). The core theme: freedom doesn’t come from being unhurt or from circumstances improving—it comes from no longer organizing life around the wound. Etty found freedom inside a collapsing world (Holocaust reality).Havel found freedom inside an oppressive structure (communism), and lived long enough to see inner freedom reflected outward in social change. The main teaching: trauma is not the event They redefine trauma as not what happened, and not even the pain. Trauma is: the moment life became smaller to survive,the internal contraction that says: I must be less open, feel less, expect less, risk less. This contraction becomes an internal “government” that continues long after the danger passes. It decides what you can feel, hope for, explore, or trust. In that sense, trauma is protective, intelligent, temporary by design—but it becomes limiting when it interferes with love, presence, and the ability to be touched by something good. Freedom, they say, is not “healing trauma” as a project. It’s outgrowing it by restoring your range: what you’re willing to feel,how much you’re willing to love,how much you’re willing to let in. “Imprint” vs trauma They introduce a second layer: imprint—fear and limitation installed before you had direct experience or choice. Imprints come from: parents, culture, religion, schooling, media, authority,warnings and stories that the child’s body stores as reality, not information,and sometimes genetic or past-life residue. Because imprint fear is “older” than the current opportunity, it cannot be reasoned away. It must be met. The body is reacting to memory, not to now. Examples of common imprints: Money: “money runs out,” “never enough,” “security requires effort.”Authority: “I’ll get in trouble,” “rules protect me from myself.”Love: “if I’m fully myself, I’ll be left,” “connection is fragile.”Body/health: “symptoms mean danger,” “aging means decline.”Visibility/expression: “being free has consequences.” They note the irony: many listeners are not materially poor, yet their nervous systems are “poor” from imprinting. Practical guidance they offer They emphasize this is not a heavy “healing session,” but a noticing: “Who are you now that your nervous system no longer needs to lead your life?”“What became unavailable that might now be safe to reopen?” Key practices: Acknowledge the story as a helper “Thank you for helping me survive. You don’t need to work so hard anymore.” The story persists when it doesn’t feel recognized.Replace “Why did this happen?” with “What’s happening now?” “Why” pulls you into the past; “now” returns you to presence.When you feel righteous/need to be right: check the body Righteousness can signal you’re inside a trauma loop—trading aliveness for certainty.Ask: “What does this story allow me to avoid risking?” Trauma stories often protect you from the vulnerability of expansion.Use proximity, not coercion Don’t force yourself through fear. Sit with it, let the body learn safety gradually.Talk to fear without consulting it “I see you’re afraid. Thank you for trying to keep me safe. We don’t have to decide today.” They make a key distinction: overriding fear to do something “wild” isn’t necessarily expansion—real expansion honors safety and lets fear soften through presence. Group field moment There’s a vivid description of the group’s energetic field: an oval, forward-oriented, permeable, slate-blue/soft gold tone—mature, coherent, grounded, not organized around wounds. “Connection without dependency; individuality without isolation.” Humor appears as a low “center of gravity”—less seriousness, more embodied decision-making. Etty’s “inner tower” and the role of acceptance Etty explains her awakening in the camps: it wasn’t dramatic kundalini-style; it began when she accepted the war would not end in time for her. That acceptance removed hope-as-victimhood and opened an “inner tower” (a state of unassailable coherence). The tower wasn’t protection—it was perspective. She remembered a dimension of being untouched by threat, time, or harm. Her line: “Belief didn’t save me. My alignment did.” The episode closes with a powerful reframing: At first, releasing struggle doesn’t feel like a rush—it feels like an exhale, a spaciousness.That space can feel unsettling because struggle used to provide identity.Eventually you see how “future safety” becomes ...
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    59 mins
  • Dead Talk: How Abundance and Freedom are Vibrationally Attained
    Jan 20 2026

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    Two thinkers “arrive” right away: Ludwig Wittgenstein (Austria, philosopher of language) and Epictetus (Greek Stoic, formerly enslaved). Their combined theme becomes the episode’s core message: abundance and freedom don’t respond to self-improvement—they respond to present-moment participation, and the language we use either keeps us in “now” or pushes us into fear-based “later.”

    Wittgenstein’s thread focuses on how our sentences shape our reality. He points out that many spiritual and abundance struggles are reinforced by everyday grammar: “I’m not ready,” “I’m not healed,” “I must become something else.” These are described as grammatical habits that turn life into a test to pass. Abundance (money, time, health, love) doesn’t show up when we “deserve it” or “fix ourselves”—it shows up when we stop managing it with fear and engage with what’s here.

    Epictetus brings a steady, immovable energy and reframes freedom as the absence of inner argument with life. He shares the Stoic insight that suffering isn’t primarily caused by circumstances, but by the internal insistence: “This shouldn’t be happening.” Freedom, he says, is not growth but subtraction—not becoming more powerful, but noticing where we’ve been giving power away (waiting for conditions to improve, needing certainty, money, approval) and simply stopping.

    The conversation then turns practical around money. The guides suggest money feels uniquely “heavy” because we use it to answer a future-based question: “Will I be okay later?” Unlike health, relationships, or time (experienced in the present), money is often used as emotional insurance—asked to provide safety, which “isn’t its job.” The episode offers a language-based reframe: shift from future-security sentences to present-usefulness. A key line: stop asking money to protect you from time.

    They also address the belief in “sources of money” (job, investments, rentals) as a limiter: the true source is you, via inspiration and participation. Scarcity is framed less as “not enough money” and more as fear of letting it move—guarding rather than participating.

    Finally, they connect abundance and freedom as essentially parallel states: both are results of alignment and present-moment engagement. Freedom is “living as cause, not effect,” and abundance is “having what you need when you need it to do what needs doing”—both emerge when we stop requiring conditions to be different before we allow peace.

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    52 mins
  • Dead Talk: Ram Dass and Joseph Campbell
    Jan 12 2026

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    In this Dead Talk session, two familiar teachers step in right away—Joseph Campbell and Ram Dass—and the atmosphere is set with an image of a “classroom after it’s over,” signaling the core theme: no pressure, no performance, nothing to prove.

    Campbell reframes the Hero’s Journey in a way that lands like a revelation: the journey was never meant to be a permanent identity or a life-long mandate. It’s a map for early identity formation, but many people turn the map into a moral obligation—equating struggle with legitimacy and suffering with worth. From his current perspective, the journey doesn’t end in triumph…it ends in irrelevance—not failure, but the relaxing of the need to matter. The “return” isn’t to be admired; it’s to be absorbed back into life, ordinary and intimate, without a narrative.

    Ram Dass deepens that message with warmth and humility, sharing that he spent much of his life trying to be a “spiritual hero,” until life dismantled the role through his stroke—forcing surrender in public. The gift, he says, is that when you can no longer perform wisdom, you either become it or drop the act entirely. That collapse revealed something truer: love remained even when he wasn’t useful, articulate, or “teaching.” The session’s central question emerges: “What are you no longer willing to carry?”

    The conversation then pivots into a powerful explanation of the Freedom Project as a field, not a program—something co-created by everyone touched by it. A program is information moving one direction; a field is mutual attunement, where insights land faster, resistance softens without confrontation, and people feel seen without being analyzed. The field holds ambiguity without panic, supports nervous system settling through contextual safety, and helps participants become coherent with the version of themselves they’re tuning toward—without forcing linear steps.

    Campbell also revisits “Follow Your Bliss,” clarifying that bliss was never meant as indulgence or pleasure—it’s the subtle feeling of life moving through you: curiosity, fascination, a signal of direction. The reason people resist bliss isn’t laziness—it threatens identity, disrupts duty-as-virtue conditioning, and removes the “moral high ground” of sacrifice. Bliss doesn’t justify itself, and that’s why it’s so liberating.

    Finally, Ram Dass speaks candidly about LSD and psychedelics: they don’t create alignment, install wisdom, or heal trauma by themselves. They can offer a glimpse—showing what’s possible when self-reference drops—but they don’t teach the nervous system how to live there. Psychedelics are a door-opener, not a home.

    The session closes with the same overarching invitation: as the hero dissolves, life becomes simpler, more present, and more intimate—service without superiority, love without a role, and freedom without the need to matter.

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    55 mins
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