There’s a difference between believing in God and truly wanting Him.

In this episode, I talk about what it means to desire God again — especially after drifting, doubting, or feeling spiritually distant. What happens when you still believe… but your heart feels far? Why does fear show up when we try to come back? And how do we take the first step toward closeness again?

If you’ve ever thought, “I want to get closer to God, but I’m scared because it’s been so long,” this conversation is for you. You’re not alone — and it’s never too late to return.

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Part 2 – My Testimony Continued (Crossover with No Weapon Shall Prosper)

In Part 2 of this powerful crossover with No Weapon Shall Prosper, Kate and I continue unpacking my journey to Christ. In this half of the conversation, we go deeper into what surrender truly looked like, the cost of obedience, and how God began transforming my heart and daily life.

We discuss spiritual growth after salvation, walking away from old patterns, and learning to live as a new creation. This episode is raw, honest, and a reminder that no matter your past, God can redeem your story for His glory.

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In this special crossover episode, I join my friend Kate on her podcast, No Weapon Shall Prosper, to share my personal testimony of coming to Christ. This is Part 1 of an almost two-hour conversation where I open up about my life before Jesus, the struggles, the rebellion, and the moments God began drawing me back to Him.

We talk honestly about conviction, surrender, and the turning points that shifted my heart toward obedience. If you’ve ever wondered how God works in the middle of brokenness, this episode will remind you that He never stops pursuing us.

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