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The Pilgrim

SAS Who Dares Wins

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The Pilgrim

By: Colin Maclachlan
Narrated by: Colin Maclachlan
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The Pilgrim is the book the MOD tried to ban. It is a rollercoaster of an autobiography of Colin Maclachlan, known for his appearances on shows like Channel 4's SAS: Who Dares Wins and Channel 5's Secrets of the SAS.

His autobiography starts with his troubled childhood and escape to the military where, as a fifteen year-old boy, he grows up and matures into the SAS soldier we now recognise. Early chapters describe physical, mental and sexual abuse and Colin could easily have ended up in a home but despite the odds and with the help of both the Children's Panels, NSPCC and some diligent schoolteachers, Colin escaped to the army. Colin had to get special permission to join the army at only fifteen years of age and goes from being a young vulnerable and damaged boy to a capable soldier through preparation for the first Gulf War and joining the oldest and most senior infantry regiment in the British Army, The Royal Scots. From operations in Northern Ireland to being the Queen's Butcher to Colin's first TV cameos on Soldier Soldier and Gladiators, Colin's stories and anecdotes are both exhilarating and hilarious.

Colin then describes the arduous SAS selection process, the hardest and most gruelling military selection process in the world. Colin describes in some detail what most have never even heard in this secretive world where Colin goes from a course of what seemed hundreds down to only six percent in six months!

Daily life in an operational squadron and the operations, missions and training involved all described in detail. Colin was part of Mountain Troop, D Squadron who were to be involved in some of the most high-profile and dangerous missions in SAS history.

©2026 Colin Maclachlan (P)2026 Bonnier Books UK
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Critic reviews

The best things are worth waiting for. SAS veteran Colin Maclachlan's much anticipated book is arresting, revelatory, inspirational and explosive. An elite operator's gripping true story. It blows the door off! (Damien Lewis)
Colin has made a fascinating start to his life already, but the adventure is just beginning! (Andy McNab)
A rollercoaster of an account of a young boy through to SAS Commander on some of the biggest missions in modern times (Chris Ryan)
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I liked the story, all of it. Some parts were hard hitting but this is the reality of the authors life. The speed of the reading, the tone and pitch were perfect. I would highly recommend.

Fantastic book

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I often wondered what happened to Colin from SAS on C4 and this book explains it all. He was engaging to watch back then (obviously the most thoughtful and intelligent of the group) and listening to his Scottish brogue is relaxing.
He has lived a useful, contributing life through his tenacity, determination, resilience and work ethic and I admire this greatly. His upbringing was traumatic and things might have gone so differently for him but he has gone on to help so many people through his work and efforts. For those that enjoy military stories, making the most out of life and words of wisdom, this one’s for you.

Loved it

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In essence, The Pilgrim works on two levels: as a military memoir full of action, insight, and extraordinary experience, and as a personal journey of resilience, growth, and ultimately self‑understanding. It’s the kind of book that will appeal not only to fans of military memoirs but also to anyone inspired by stories of overcoming adversity and finding strength in struggle. Great honest account of life in and outside the shadows.
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Outstanding Courage

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the Author Colin has had a long road over the years in getting his autobiography published. it is clear thst the 'meat and potatoes' of the book has been gutted out some. Noticeably on chapter titled 'SAS Selection' (on Audible anyway) it jumps forward to the next chapter whilst mid sentence.

There were at least 4 comedic annacotes where I burst out laughing. But as a previous review mentioned - The story seemed too short.

Well done Colin for all your amazing achievements and current endeavours!

Thank you for Service.

MOD chopped/shortened Book

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Overall not a bad listen/read.

Starts off well and details experiences in life and military

There seems to be a bit skipping in the middle as it jumps to a new chapter

The post military part and into the end for me was a bit repetitive

Not a bad listen

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