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The Pilgrim

SAS Who Dares Wins

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The Pilgrim

By: Colin Maclachlan
Narrated by: Colin Maclachlan
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The Pilgrim is the book the MOD tried to ban. It is a rollercoaster of an autobiography of Colin Maclachlan, known for his appearances on shows like Channel 4's SAS: Who Dares Wins and Channel 5's Secrets of the SAS.

His autobiography starts with his troubled childhood and escape to the military where, as a fifteen year-old boy, he grows up and matures into the SAS soldier we now recognise. Early chapters describe physical, mental and sexual abuse and Colin could easily have ended up in a home but despite the odds and with the help of both the Children's Panels, NSPCC and some diligent schoolteachers, Colin escaped to the army. Colin had to get special permission to join the army at only fifteen years of age and goes from being a young vulnerable and damaged boy to a capable soldier through preparation for the first Gulf War and joining the oldest and most senior infantry regiment in the British Army, The Royal Scots. From operations in Northern Ireland to being the Queen's Butcher to Colin's first TV cameos on Soldier Soldier and Gladiators, Colin's stories and anecdotes are both exhilarating and hilarious.

Colin then describes the arduous SAS selection process, the hardest and most gruelling military selection process in the world. Colin describes in some detail what most have never even heard in this secretive world where Colin goes from a course of what seemed hundreds down to only six percent in six months!

Daily life in an operational squadron and the operations, missions and training involved all described in detail. Colin was part of Mountain Troop, D Squadron who were to be involved in some of the most high-profile and dangerous missions in SAS history.

©2026 Colin Maclachlan (P)2026 Bonnier Books UK
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The best things are worth waiting for. SAS veteran Colin Maclachlan's much anticipated book is arresting, revelatory, inspirational and explosive. An elite operator's gripping true story. It blows the door off! (Damien Lewis)
Colin has made a fascinating start to his life already, but the adventure is just beginning! (Andy McNab)
A rollercoaster of an account of a young boy through to SAS Commander on some of the biggest missions in modern times (Chris Ryan)
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I did think however, there were some negative niggles from the story which I wasn't expecting but I do understand the hurry up and wait syndrome and why and what for's, only in the Army!!

Throughout my time we were always taught that the SAS should be referes to as the Reg or the SAS and nit the Ssaasss?

Great story with a similar story to my own which I can relate to.

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5 stars says all you need to know about this book and about Colin, why I need 15 words to recommend listening to this I’ve no clue

Another Heroes story completed

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very remarkable and humble man. I love how he broke the cycle of abuse and treasures his kids.

unbelievable mindset

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There are audiobooks you enjoy, and then there are audiobooks that stay with you long after the final chapter fades out—this is firmly the latter.

From the very beginning, the narration pulls you into Colin’s world with a quiet intensity that builds into something genuinely inspiring. His story isn’t one of overnight success or easy wins. Instead, it’s a powerful, often gritty account of perseverance—of keeping your head down and pushing forward even when doubt comes from every direction.

What makes this audiobook stand out is how vividly it captures the emotional weight of Colin’s journey. You hear the setbacks, feel the frustration, and sense the moments where giving up would have been the easier option. But he doesn’t. Time and again, when others question him or underestimate his path, he doubles down with determination. That steady resilience becomes the heartbeat of the entire story.

The narration adds another layer of depth. Every pause, every shift in tone reinforces the gravity of his experiences. It’s not overdone or theatrical—it’s authentic, which makes the triumphs feel earned rather than exaggerated.

And those triumphs are significant. The accolades Colin achieves are not just milestones; they are proof of what relentless focus and self-belief can accomplish. They feel like a direct response to every voice that once said “you can’t.” By the end, you’re not just listening to a success story—you’re witnessing the result of years of quiet effort, discipline, and refusal to be defined by others’ expectations.

What lingers most is the message: success doesn’t always come from loud ambition or immediate recognition. Sometimes it’s built in silence, through consistency, through setbacks, and through the courage to keep going when no one is watching.

An incredibly motivating listen—grounded, honest, and ultimately uplifting.

Cracking listen

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As an avid reader on all things The Regiment, it was surprising to hear that sometimes all things you imagine may happen in H are as you would think and Troopers could have looked after each other better.

I found the post SF phase of Colin’s life to be shocking, couldn’t even get a job as a Security Office, his heroism counted for JS.

What a calm and cool read, thank you Colin and keep up the great work.

Always a little further 👊🏻

So calmly, openly and honestly read

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