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Since I Don't have You
- Narrated by: Denica Fairman
- Length: 12 hrs and 44 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Literature & Fiction, Genre Fiction
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- Alice
- 25-08-10
Pointless, Boring, Extremely Depressing!
Boring & Extremely Depressing!
The book begins by introducing three families and how all three Mother?s are BEST friends forever despite anything. The information about the book gives you the impression that she ends up having to look after her friends children due to a promise they all made, she doesn?t, that never happens. The main Character moves to Santorini in Greece, leaves her friends, and her husband, and lives there for 10 years..... she opens a business, makes a couple of friends, hires a private investigator to spy on her friends and their daughters and that is it! Very little happens there is no real story... nothing to grip you.
You keep waiting for something to happen, it never does. The only positive is the story is set in Santorini, which is a beautiful place and perfectly described and if like me you have been there, it is nice to read about. Other than that I wish I hadn?t bothered.
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- Jan
- 11-11-11
Good book
Enjoyed this book but the narrator should listen to what an Australian accent sounds like. The person was supposed to come from Melbourne but she was made to sound like a drover from the outback very annoying.
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