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Penguin presents the audiobook of My Sister Milly by Gemma Dowler, read by Ruby Thomas.

This is Gemma Dowler's powerful account, as seen on The One Show and This Morning....

'My name is Gemma Dowler. On 21 March 2002, a serial killer named Levi Bellfield stole my sister and sent our family to hell....'

Everyone thinks they know the story of Milly Dowler.

Haunting headlines about the missing schoolgirl splashed across front pages. The family's worst fears realised when her body was found months later. The years of waiting for the truth, only to learn that the killer, known to the police, lived just yards from where Milly had vanished. The parents subjected to horrific psychological torture at a trial orchestrated by the murderer. And the shocking revelation of what journalists would do for a story - criminal acts that brought down a national newspaper.

But these bare facts hide the true story.

In My Sister Milly, Gemma Dowler shares the heartbreaking account of Milly's disappearance, the suspicions that fell on the family, the fatal errors made by the police, and the media's obsession that focused relentlessly on every personal, intimate and emotional aspect of the Dowlers' lives. It is the story of two stolen childhoods - Milly's and Gemma's - and about the love that kept the family together as they struggled with terrible darkness and injustice.

However, this book is a story of hope and recovery.

It's taken 15 years of pain for the family to find their voice. The family has worked hard and has received intensive therapy to recover from the trauma of Milly's murder. Their story shows that whatever suffering you endure in life, there is always hope, and there is always love.

Now, for the first time, Gemma tells their story and that of the real Milly. Above all, in this book the family want to bring back to life their incredible daughter and sister. Now, finally, the truth about Milly Dowler can never be denied.

©2017 Gemma Dowler (P)2017 Penguin Books Ltd.

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Worst book I've read/listened to ever!

I really feel for the Dowler family, and this was a story that should be told. Unfortunately the wrong person told it, and the wrong person narrated it! It was so bad I had to return it. It's written by the daughter who was 16 when Milly was taken. The start of the book was aptly written and narrated in the style of a 16 year old child. The problem is that as Gemma (apparently) grows up, the style of the book and narration doesn't. The book is written in a totally infantile style throughout and is narrated the same way, which becomes extremely wearing after the first few hundred chapters (OK, there was *only* 80+ chapters, it just felt like a lot more. And I didn't even get to the end!). This takes me to the next problem. Apart from being very badly written and narrated, it's far, far too long and very repetitive. It definitely needed the work of a decent editor! The title, "My Sister Milly", is a misnomer because it's more about Gemma than anyone else. She doesn't come across as a particularly nice person, and using Milly's murder as an excuse for her appalling behaviour doesn't wash. I was left feeling extremely sorry for the parents for not only having lost Milly in such a devastating way, but for then having to cope with Gemma's self-serving dramatics. Not a book I would ever recommend!

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The true story

I was compelled to read this as lived for many years in Walton on Thames and my mothers retirement party was in Walton on the day of Milly's abduction, so I felt I knew a bit about what happened, but did not know the truth and wanted to know more.

This is a warts and all tale heartbreaking and heart warming and is written so beautifully by Gemma. She has kept Milly's short life in the beautiful state it should be preserved in, untainted by the dreadful mess that Surrey police made of the investigations into her murder, the horrific hacking scandal and finally Bellfields confessions of what he did to Milly in her last hours.

How the Dowlers have come through this I do not know, their family strength and that of their friends support is magnanimous against the bitter sad individuals out there who did so much to undermine and destroy them.

RIP Milly and I wish the Dowler family all the best in life and thank you for sharing this story.

Love conquers all.

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if it wasn't true I wouldn't have believed it.

Just finished this audio book. I can safely say it is the most interesting, harrowing and love filled book I've ever read/listened to. What this family went through is beyond anything humanly survivable but they did it. And they did it with poise and dignity and they did it together. I am so proud of them even though I don't know them!

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Remarkable, shocking and heart-wrenching!

This is a remarkable book for many reasons. It is a detailed account of the horrific ordeals (yes, there where more than one) that Milly Dowler and her family have endured. It is a shocking and coherent account of gross failings in the British legal system. This includes the endemic poor practice and frank incompetence of one Police Force, and even the criminal behaviour of some Police Officers involved in the investigation of the disappearance and murder of Milly. Shameful inadequacies in our Court's treatment of witnesses are also revealed. This is a remarkable book for many reasons. It is a detailed account of the horrific ordeals (yes, there where more than one) that Milly Dowler and her family have endured. It is a shocking and coherent account of gross failings in the British legal system. This includes endemic poor practice and frank incompetence of one Police Force, and even the criminal behaviour of some Police Officers involved in the investigation of the disappearance and murder of Milly. Shameful inadequacies are also revealed in our Court's treatment of witnesses. The book is also a brutally honest account of how Gemma and her parents coped with, and sometimes did not cope with, 14 years of repeated traumas.

I am shocked by very little these days. I have heard, and worked with a lot of horror in my own professional practice, and have been a keen reader of crime, both true and fiction, for many years. Nevertheless, this book left me with a knot in my stomach for virtually the entire 22 hours of it's length. Many times I felt real angry on behalf of this family, and many times, I cried for them. So much of it was truly heart-wrenching and the details of what happened to Milly were very tough to hear/read.

Ruby Thomas deserves a special mention here. Narrating this book must surely have been an experience that took her above and beyond the usual call of duty. Yet her narration is faultless. There are times when there is genuine emotion in her voice. She does not indulge in it, but the trace of it fits perfectly with the words she speaks and the experience of the listener.

I cannot recommend this book highly enough to those interested in the subject matter. However, anyone who may be triggered by accounts of abuse, would be best to avoid it.

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An incredible and unbelievable read

I was enthralled with this book. I cannot say it is an enjoyable book because of its content but it is certainly an educational book. By education I mean how the police treat the victims compared to the perpetrator. How the perpetrator is allowed to dictate exactly what he wants, ie only talking to blonde policewomen. I am not sure why his demands are accepted and he is allowed to dictate his requests and worst of all everyone is happy to oblige. The Dowler family have been through hell and it was nice to hear about Milly and the kind of girl she was. Lovely granny is exceptional and supportive. It was also an education to learn about the papers and how they are allowed to print almost what they like. Doesn't matter about upsetting the family, as long as the papers sell. At the end of the day this is a tragic story told extremely well. Gemma is going to be a great writer I feel. I did enjoy the read and would talk out loud to some of the things that has happened to this poor family who at last is making a new life for themselves without their beloved daughter. I must point out that the narration by Ruby Thomas was superb.

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A tragic tale of deep love vs immense evil. And love prevails ...

I avidly followed this tragic story from the beginning and the initial missing report of such a delightful, life-loving teenager. However, reading this book has provided a totally new dimension to this sad event. My soul has been forever changed. I know not how this beautiful family survived such a heinous event and still retained their sanity.

I genuinely hope that police training schools, for serious crime detectives, put this book on their required reading list - and media colleges for trainee journalists - and lawyers who wish to work in defence of the truly wicked amongst us. All these roles, whilst essential in life, can surely be delivered with compassion and humanity - or just plain & simple, common human decency towards the families of murder victims. If not, there can surely be no room for the word 'justice' in our legal system.

Finally, to the family of Milly, I do so hope your happy family chain links up again one day in those beautiful fields of gold. And may deep peace find you in the intervening years ...

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The most harrowing and compelling audio book I have ever read

I was absolutely riveted by this book from beginning to end. It was so nice to finally hear from the Dowler family as to what happened from their perspective and I truly hope that no family have to ever suffer as they did through the wrongdoings of the police and the media. A lasting tribute to Millie x

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Deeply moving and powerful

I have 433 books in my Audible library and this must be in the top 3. Beautifully written and narrated. It is impossible to imagine the depth of suffering this ordinary, decent, happy family were put through over 14 years: not just because of what a psychopath did to their daughter and sister, but because of the incompetence and malevolence of Surrey Police, the morally bankrupt behaviour of the press and, finally, the way the Dowlers were abused by our deeply flawed justice system. The shocking, disgusting behaviour of the barrister who defended the serial killer who murdered Milly deserves EVERYONE’S particular attention.

But ultimately this is also a deeply moving, powerful and inspiring story of survival, of incredible courage and humanity. An ordinary family who found extraordinary strength, and were able to write this beautiful story of an amazing sister and daughter.

Highly recommend.

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My Sister Milly

Wonderfully written and a beautiful story of a family’s love for their sister and daughter and the horrific despicable unbelievable journey that then ensued.

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Tragic, and breathtakingly heroic

I didn't know what to expect from this book. I only remember the case because it happened so soon after the death of my husband.

I listened to the book over three days, not able to stop listening. What this family had to go through was unbelievable, I can't understand what the Police did to them. Not only that, but the way the despicable lowlife treated them at his trial.

I'm so glad they are coming out the other side, and beginning to live again, and Milly through them. I hail them all for the hero's they are.

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