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My Amy

The Life We Shared

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Read by the author, Tyler James.

Written with a searing honesty, My Amy is an evocative portrait of unbreakable lifelong friendship – and a devastating study into fame, addiction and self-sabotage.


Only one person knows what really happened to Amy, other than Amy herself. He is Tyler James, Amy’s best friend from the age of thirteen. They met at stage school as two insecure outsiders, formed an instant connection and lived together from their late teenage years right up until the day she died, aged just twenty-seven.

Tyler was there by her side through it all. From their carefree early years touring together to the creation of the multiple Grammy-winning Back To Black, which she wrote on their kitchen floor. From her volatile marriage to Blake Fielder-Civil through her escalating addictions, self-harm and eating disorders as the toxic nature of fame warped Amy’s reality. For the last three years of her life, Tyler was with her every day when she’d beaten drugs and was close to beating alcoholism too. He also knew better than anyone the real Amy Winehouse who the tabloid-reading public rarely saw – the hilarious, uncompromising force-of-nature busy taking care of everyone else.

We all think we know what happened to Amy Winehouse, but we don’t. This definitive insider’s story tells us all, finally, the truth.

'Heartbreaking' – The Times

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Heartbreaking
Raw, intimate . . . James returns [Amy] to flesh and blood, the friend he adored
Vividly honest
All stars
Most relevant
Tyler James you are an amazing man you transported back to when Amy was here, I listened to this book within 5 days. I was born and raised in the East End I’m so familiar with many things you mentioned. Like you my soulmate is a girl. Thank you for sharing your story, of what addiction is like and what love is. This book will shock you, make you cry and make you laugh. Get yourself a copy. Ricardo x

Love story

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I'm not a huge Amy Winehouse fan but when I heard of this book from a close mate's perspective I thought it would be an interesting read. Am I glad I did! I knew nothing of Tyler James so I was expecting some hanger on that ran off when times got tough. How wrong I was. If everyone had someone in their life who loved them as Tyler loved Amy we would be lucky. Tyler doesn't try paint himself as some Knight in shining armour but rather just as much as a lost soul as she was who tried to ignore his own demons to quell Amy's. He confirmed for me that Amy was a sound normal girl who hated the fuss around her and I always knew Mitch was a tamer version of Jamie Spears. My stomach actually turned when Tyler described how they picked her up comatose from her couch and flew her to a tour knowing she was at deaths door. I remember all these tabloid stories and been horrified and fascinated at the direction her life had taken. Tyler shows us behind the curtain of these stories. I was dreading her death in the book for him and when I heard his emotion I cried also. The family might not approve but there's no denying he was the only one with her best interests at heart. Well written, well narrated. Tyler is an absolute gentleman and I wish him nothing but the best.

wow!

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tyler read so well really from the heart this book was written having lived a very similar experience I cant admire him enough losing someone like that is heartbreaking and yes although we know it could be the outcome we never think it will happen but it does. his tertermination was unbelievable towards Amy a true star both of u

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What a stunning and emotional book, the raw emotion tears through, I want to hug this man for all the heartache he’s suffering missing his best mate !

Simply beautiful

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spoken by the one who loved her the most and knew her the best xxx

The Truth

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