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Maybe I'm Amazed

A Story of Love and Connection in Ten Songs

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Maybe I'm Amazed

By: John Harris
Narrated by: John Harris
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A BBC RADIO 4 BOOK OF THE WEEK

'BRILLIANT' ADRIAN CHILES
'THIS BOOK CONTAINS MAGIC' CAITLIN MORAN
'ENTRANCING, HEARTBREAKING, UPLIFTING' MARINA HYDE

In this extraordinary memoir, a father tells the story of how music has opened up the world to his son, one song at a time.

Obsessed with music since he was a child, John Harris had no idea that he was in fact preparing himself for the greatest challenge of his life. But so it transpired. When his son James was born, and three years later diagnosed with autism, music became a source of precious connection and endless wonder for both of them.

Maybe I'm Amazed describes how the music of The Beatles, Kraftwerk, Funkadelic, The Velvet Underground, Amy Winehouse and many more were soon woven into the fabric of James's life, becoming an essential part of who he is. It takes us through the struggles of raising an autistic child in a prejudiced world, and uncovers a hidden history of neurodivergence and creativity that casts new light on why notes, chords and lyrics speak so powerfully to the human mind.

Anyone who has fallen in love with a band or heard their life reflected back to them by a song will recognise themselves in the story of this father and his son. And in considering the intense and transcendent way James absorbs and connects with music, it has lessons in listening and living for us all.

©2025 John Harris Media Ltd (P)2025 Hodder & Stoughton Limited
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Critic reviews

Every page breaks your heart then repairs it with love, compassion and the magical power of music. A stunning reminder that the alchemy of music and words can overcome, heal and connect like no other art form. (Nicky Wire, Manic Street Preachers)
This book taught me so much and delighted and moved me even more. Entrancing, heartbreaking, uplifting - a complete inspiration and education. (Marina Hyde)
All of us who love music know it has a power beyond just the sound it makes. In this moving account of life with a neurodivergent child, we get to witness that power first hand. (Billy Bragg)
John Harris's wonderful book provides a touching and personal window into the relationship between a father and his autistic son and is an immensely valuable contribution to our understanding of the special connection between autistic people and music. (Simon Baron-Cohen)
A beautiful story of music and autism, and how one intersects with the other to bring hope, understanding and connection. It is also one of the most affecting accounts of parental devotion I've read. (Nick Duerden)
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I’m an autistic ADHDer with a lifelong love of music. The differences between myself and James are probably pretty numerous, but his experiences as told by John Harris in this incredible book resonated on a very deep level. Several passages have caught me off guard, resulting either in tears of joy or heartbreak.
John’s style of going through this journey is beautiful, full of love and fantastic stories, while backing up discoveries made along the way with his own research. I’m going to be getting a copy of this book for my own dad, from whom I inherited his obsession with music.
I could not recommend this book more, whether the reader is autistic or not. If music has shaped your life in any way, this is a must-read.
Sometimes I struggle with how to tell my own experiences as a neurodivergent person - John Harris, thank you so much for this incredible book. I have no doubt it’s going to be a very important resource in many people’s lives.

I’m absolutely amazed 💙

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An amazing story told really well. Educational and interesting the struggles are outweighed by the moments of insight and joy. I was moved to tears several times by the wonder and connection between father and son.

The joy and sensitivity.

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The joyous bits had me in tears a few times. John lifts the veil on autism in a wonderfully told story.

First class

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Highly recommend this! A heartfelt celebration of autism, and a father and son’s unique communication through a shared love of music. Once I started, I couldn't stop listening - an all too familiar story of a family battling the system to access support for their son, alongside a joyful insight into the often overlooked nuances and strengths of different perceptions of the world. And cool music insights along the way for all music lovers of the 70s, 80s and 90s!!! This will resonate with many 🌈💗

Heartfelt celebration of autism and music!

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The connective power of music allows an autistic child to better negotiate daily life and thrive and a loving parent’s efforts to get him as much help as possible in the face of government cuts, apathy and covid. So inspiring.

Superb. Beautifully written and read. Inspiring.

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