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Into the Darkness

A Journey of Love, War, and Emotional Freedom

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Into the Darkness

By: Dave Fielding
Narrated by: Dave Fielding
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Into the Darkness is unlike any book you’ve ever listened to. Dave Fielding’s gritty, no-holds-barred memoir is not just a tale of covert operations and daring takedowns of the planet's most notorious terrorists in the hostile terrains of Iraq and Syria. It's a raw, unflinching look at the man behind the mission, whose personal life crumbled even as he fought against the darkness both without and within. Fielding's story is a harrowing journey through the underbelly of mental anguish, where the specter of suicide loomed large, and the battle was not just in surviving the external threats but confronting the demons that whispered from the shadows of his mind.

This book is a testament to the battles fought in silence, the ones that rage fiercer than any faced on the battlefield. The path to redemption you’ll experience in this book is a daily struggle for healing, a fight to find compassion within and the courage to sit with oneself amidst the storm. This book doesn't just tell a story—it implores you to face your own darkness and emerge victorious, one day at a time.

©2024 Dave Fielding (P)2024 Dave Fielding Military & War Middle East
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Firstly, it is a very short story about a soldiers mental health issues brought on by toxic relationships coupled with the demands of being in a special intelligence unit. Very little is shared about the nature & craft of the role in the army & lots shared about romantic relationships gone wrong. Kinda annoyed that I wasted a credit on this as it is really a glorified blog post

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