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If I Don't Have You

Jacaranda Twenty in 2020

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If I Don't Have You

By: Sareeta Domingo
Narrated by: Jakobi Diem, Jessye Romeo
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A captivating, sexy romance that explores the limits of love at first sight....

Afro-Brazilian filmmaker Ren is recovering from a romantic betrayal. Kayla is a Black British artist and journalist keen to make her mark. Thrown together during a string of interviews in New York for Ren's latest film, they’re struck by an irresistible attraction. The two surrender to one night of searing honesty and passion, which leaves them with more questions than answers about the future.

With secrets lurking between them, letting their romance continue could upend the separate lives Ren and Kayla have so carefully built. But can they really risk losing their miraculous connection?

©2020 Sareeta Domingo (P)2020 Audible Ltd African American Black Creators Contemporary Contemporary Romance Romance
Jacaranda Twenty in 2020, The first time a UK publisher will publish 20 Black British writers in one year

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I wasn’t ready for this book at all. These 2 characters meet through work and just connect in a deep, soulmate kind of level, and after a chance encounter they explore their connection before life gets in the way. Their romance was beautifully written and I really connected with them and totally invested on their journey. This book was a pleasant surprise and I couldn’t put it down.
The narration was outstanding, I love anything Jakobi Deem narrates, his voice is smooth, somehow cosy and sexy at the same time; Jessye Romeo’s voice is sexy and I love her British accent. Totally worth reading and/or listening to

So beautiful

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I enjoyed this story of passion and real love lost and found. lovely performance

beautiful story of love and loss and love

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This is the first YA romance that I've listened to and my first audible book. The story was gripping and exciting.

Loved this

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This was initially free when I downloaded it; not thinking too much of it. Thought it'd be a nice change of pace from the stuff I usually listen to. And now it's one of my favourite AudioBooks. The emotional roller-coaster alone is just enthralling, the characters are all great in their own way. My only critique is having the two voice actors do the accents of everyone involved in their respective chapter. I feel this would've benefitted from a full cast, but I do understand the decision from a creative standpoint. But yea... This needs to be on screen, somehow. Could bring romance films back from the dead.

Needs to on screen.

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The male voice that was performed by Jessye was a little off; it did not convey over with Jakobies' character that well for me, but great performance by both .

Great!

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