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How I Lost You

By: Jenny Blackhurst
Narrated by: Jennifer Ness
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About this listen

Jenny Blackhurst's debut psychological thriller and number one Kindle best seller How I Lost You was described by Clare Mackintosh as 'utterly gripping'. If you love Louise Jensen's The Sister or Tracy Buchanan's No Turning Back you will love this.

My name is Emma Cartwright. Three years ago I was Susan Webster, and I murdered my 12-week-old son Dylan.

I have no memory of what happened but you believe what your loved ones, your doctor and the police are telling you, don't you?

But if you can't remember what happened, how can you be sure that they are telling the truth?

And if there was the smallest chance your son was alive, wouldn't you do anything to get him back?

A fantastic debut from an outstanding talent.

©2014 Jenny Blackhurst (P)2014 Headline Digital Crime Fiction Suspense Thriller & Suspense Crime Fiction Exciting Scary

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What did you like most about How I Lost You?

It kept you guessing until the very end - it was a gripping and capturing story

What did you like best about this story?

The twists and turns and how you never knew what was round the corner

What does Jennifer Ness bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you had only read the book?

She brings life to the characters in the voices that she uses - she makes you believe them more than what you probably would if reading

Gripping

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i did like this book, but was l going the last few chapters a bit confusing. the decider plot was not really worth doing and not enough characterisation of sold of the main characters, you don't really get to know them. saying that it was an easy listen and some parts wetter very engaging.

good story with interesting twist

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Excellently read- engaging characters, bit slow in the middle but thoroughly recommended
Story really makes you think it could happen to anyone!!

Gripping

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So many twists and turns. Enjoyed every minute. Narration great too. A very good read.

Excellent

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Lots of twists and really kept me gripped from start to finish. I’d love to read on and hear what happens next .

Excellent

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