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Gorilla and the Bird

By: Zack McDermott
Narrated by: Zack McDermott
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The story of a young man fighting to recover from a devastating psychotic break and the mother who refuses to give up on him.

Zack McDermott, a 26-year-old Brooklyn public defender, woke up one morning convinced he was being filmed as part of an audition for a TV pilot. Every passerby was an actor; every car would magically stop for him; everything he saw was a cue from 'The Producer' to help inspire the performance of a lifetime.

After a manic spree around Manhattan, Zack, who is bipolar, was arrested on a subway platform and admitted to hospital. So begins the story of Zack's freefall into psychosis and his desperate, poignant, often darkly funny struggle to claw his way back to sanity, regain his identity, and rebuild some semblance of a stable life.

It's a journey that will take him from New York City back to his Kansas roots and to the one person who might be able to save him, his tough, bighearted Midwestern mother, nicknamed the Bird, whose fierce and steadfast love is the light in Zack's dark world.

Before his odyssey is over, Zack will be tackled by guards in mental wards, run naked through cornfields, receive secret messages from the TV, befriend a former Navy SEAL and his talking stuffed monkey and see the Virgin Mary in the whorls of his own back hair. But with the Bird's help, he just might have a shot at pulling through, starting over, and maybe even meeting a woman who can love him back, bipolar and all.

Written with raw emotional power, humour, and tenderness, Gorilla and the Bird is a bravely honest account of a young man's unravelling and the relationship that saves him.

©2017 Zack McDermott (P)2017 Hachette Audio
Psychology Psychology & Mental Health New York Mental Health Funny Health
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Heard about this book and Zack’s story on This American Life podcast. Really good listen. Funny, heartfelt and inspirational. We all need a Bird in our lives.

Brilliant book

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An exhausting listen. I gave up before the end - 2 hours to go but I just couldn’t listen any more. It was read much too fast and with too much animosity at every level. Maybe I’ll try reading the book - without the imposition of someone else’s voice and unappealing interpretation.

Rushed. Very hard to follow.

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