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Forest Euphoria

The Abounding Queerness of Nature

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Forest Euphoria

By: Patricia Ononiwu Kaishian
Narrated by: Aven Shore
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NATIONAL BESTSELLER * TIME 100 MUST-READ BOOKS OF 2025

“An antidote to the loneliness of our species.”—ROBIN WALL KIMMERER

“A master class in how to love the world.”—MARGARET RENKL

A thrilling book about the abounding queerness of the natural world that challenges our expectations of what is normal, beautiful, and possible.

Growing up, Patricia Ononiwu Kaishian felt most at home in the swamps and culverts near her house in the Hudson Valley. A child who frequently felt out of place, too much of one thing or not enough of another, she found acceptance in these settings, among other amphibious beings. In snakes, snails, and, above all, fungi, she saw her own developing identities as a queer, neurodivergent person reflected back at her—and in them, too, she found a personal path to a life of science.

In Forest Euphoria, Kaishian shows us this making of a scientist and introduces listeners to the queerness of all the life around us. Fungal species, we learn, commonly encompass more than two biological sexes—and some as many as twenty-three thousand. Some intersex slugs mutually fire calcium carbonate “love darts” at each other during courtship. Glass eels are sexually undetermined until their last year of life, a mystery that scientists once dubbed “the eel question.” Nature, Kaishian shows us, is filled with the unusual, the overlooked, and the marginalized—and they have lessons for us all.

Wide-ranging, richly observant, and full of surprises, Forest Euphoria will open your eyes and change how you look at the world.

©2025 Patricia Ononiwu Kaishian (P)2025 Spiegel & Grau by Spotify Audiobooks
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I absolutely have fallen in love with this book. I will be ordering a physical copy just so I can annotate it. as queer artist and nature/mushroom lover I am so inspired and off to use this as inspiration for my art. thank you for this book!

moving and inspiring

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I really wanted to like this book and parts of it really lived up to expectation. But the majority of it reads more like an autobiography rather than about nature. It's almost as though the author wanted to write an autobiography and was told to write a nature book instead so just had to self insert constantly using the cool nature stuff as a pretence. The overly self indulgent narration probably didn't help that either.

But the actual environmental science stuff in the book is really beautiful and interesting. There's just not enough of it.

Some great parts, overshadowed by the rest

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