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First They Killed My Father

A Daughter of Cambodia Remembers
By: Loung Ung
Narrated by: Tavia Gilbert
Length: 9 hrs and 39 mins
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Summary

One of seven children of a high-ranking government official, Loung Ung lived a privileged life in the Cambodian capital of Phnom Penh until the age of five. Then, in April 1975, Pol Pot's Khmer Rouge army stormed into the city, forcing Ung's family to flee and, eventually, to disperse. Loung was trained as a child soldier in a work camp for orphans, her siblings were sent to labor camps, and those who survived the horrors would not be reunited until the Khmer Rouge was destroyed. Harrowing yet hopeful, Loung's powerful story is an unforgettable account of a family shaken and shattered, yet miraculously sustained by courage and love in the face of unspeakable brutality.

©2000 Loung Ung (P)2011 Tantor

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"Ung's memoir should serve as a reminder that some history is best not left just to historians but to those left standing when the terror ends." ( Booklist)

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Mind bogling.

Hard to listen to in places. A diary of a most shameful period in human history. Important that it is known and learned from.

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powerful. emotive. moving

moving. wow. cant say any more than that. from start to finish. the film does not do this book Justice. I applaude you Loung Ung.

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voiceover is not suited

I am struggling to listen to this book because of the American 'Disney princess' style reader. It does not suit the tone of this book at all. Very dissapointing.

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  • Port Talbot
  • 04-08-19

First they killed my father - very enlightening book

First they killed my father - very enlightening book
I knew little about Cambodia & the terrible things that happened to the people living there, I was to young, but this book has educated me in their struggle.
Great narration

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A difficult listen.

Reading or listening to stories of the Cambodian rule under Pol Pot is always painful. To see how a country can fall into such terrible times is amazing. The last century bears witness to mans own depravity. Diabolical Ideologies arose straight from the bowls of Hell. I would have preferred to read this book than listen to it. It was well narrated though.

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Humans can be so evil.

After visiting the killing fields in Cambodia  near Phnom Penh and  seeing the place where so many men, women, children and babies died, I decided to learn more about what happened. This audio book tells the harrowing story of Loung Ung and the horrendous things this little girl and her family went through  during this terrible time in history. It is an amazing story.

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Gripped from the first line

This is an autobiographical view of a young girl who has witnessed so much and experienced so much at such a young age. Luong Ung, like many young children her age was displaced from her comfortable life to that of something I could never describe the way she did in her book. Considering this was in the 1970’s, the story I am sure resonates today in the harsh and unpredictable landscape we live in today.

The book is far superior to the movie, which is amazing - but the story is more detailed from such a young naive and innocent mind and frantic and dramatic and most of all true! Although written by an older Luong, she has captured her younger selfs thoughts amazingly.

Tavia Gilbert read the story with a gift of expression that could only be captured by someone with her talents.

I truly enjoyed this story from start to finish. With tears in my eyes at many points and also a few laughs, as of course it is a child telling a story. But the times listening to this during my long flights instead of watching movies, flight attendants kept making sure I was ok as they were watching a grown man with tears In his eyes.

Simply beautiful. Engaging. Thought provoking. True.

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omg

didn't enjoy the narrator but that is such a first world problem. hideous events described in all their brutal colours.
this happened in my lifetime. Syria is happening now. and what are we doing?...standing by and watching.
Mankind is horrid and we should be socially responsible enough to consider ourselves World Citizens and not allow these things to happen....but we never learn. Genocide repeats and repeats.
I just feel so sorry for Cambodia as a nation and for all its people who lived and survived such horrific times.
don't read this if u r fragile. do read this to understand a nation and it's people. leaves little to the imagination.

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  • 02-03-16

Extremely emotional but amazingly compelling.

The story is incredible touching, it made me cry which normally never happens. The narrator was clear to listen to, the information of the story helps to give a clear picture.

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Amazing. A truly haunting book.

My wife put me into this book, she read it before a visit to Cambodia. 2 months after her return we have planned a trip there together and stated it was useful insight into the time. She would tell me it was such a difficult book to read as she had to keep stopping as she would begin to cry. I echo those words.
Genocide on such a scale a relative short time ago and the fact that I had no real idea it had occurred scares me.
This is a well documented book that tells a story of lives and those around them. Sadly there are many more that will never be told.
To the author and all those who suffered. A fitting tribute. My thanks for opening my eyes

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  • Daryl
  • 31-07-12

An eye-opening look into an unknown world

Would you listen to First They Killed My Father again? Why?

Yes. it was a difficult read, so I had to pick it up and put it down, but it was captivating and tragic.

Have you listened to any of Tavia Gilbert’s other performances before? How does this one compare?

I don't believe I have... but I will have to check out more of her material; she did an amazing job on this one.

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  • Michael
  • 09-10-12

excellent and very moving true story

What did you love best about First They Killed My Father?

the whole story -a recall of a terrible time

What other book might you compare First They Killed My Father to and why?

nothing compares

Which scene was your favorite?

the most tragic was when they took her father away, very very moving!

Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?

most definetly!

Any additional comments?

it made me appreciate the wonderful live I have and how easily this could be taken away1

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  • Gillian
  • 27-01-15

Brutal, Heartbreaking

The trials held against some of the last surviving perpetrators of the Cambodian genocide this past October really had me interested in looking into some of books out there on the subject. After listening to the deplorable "Soul of a Tiger," "First They Killer My Father" was so hard hitting as to be almost unbearable. It's extraordinary the way Loung Ung's character develops from a naive, whiny child (whiny because she hasn't a clue as to how dangerous the situation is) to a desperate individual who would do anything to survive, even if it means stealing food, killing sparrows, whatever. This is starvation and desperation at its most devastating.
This is not a light listen, but it's a good one. Just be prepared for some heartbreak, some hopelessness. But some love there too.
That said, you'll never think of earthworms the same way again...

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  • rachel
  • 18-02-16

simply beautiful

very touching book. gave a very good overview of the Khmer Rouge period in Cambodia. I would absolutely recommend the read or the listen of this order book....

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  • Christa
  • 07-02-16

Great and harrowing story of survival

I would definitely recommend this book to a friend. The only thing that I wish there had been was more historical and factual information about the reign of pol pot. As far as a first person memoir in an event like this, this book was well told and easy to listen to. I will have my kids listen to this when they are old enough. Because of details of rape, I would say 13+

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  • Ashley
  • 17-02-15

Moving story of survival

Could not stop listening to this chilling true story of strength and survival. Great novel!

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  • Kat V
  • 06-06-18

Gripping Story with Infantile Voice

We read this book for our Book Group. Everyone else was totally engrossed in the narrative - except me. I am the only
member who uses audio books. This is one book that should NOT be read out loud. Hearing a grown woman's voice
trying to sound like a five-year old was a deal breaker. Even the most frightening or heartbreaking events sounded
contrived and just ------- wrong. GO to the Public Library for this one.

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  • D. Din
  • 03-10-17

A story similar to my parent's individual stories

A story that echoes many hundreds I've heard from elders. i though it was well written. though the pronunciations of many thing were different from my native tongue, it did not throw me off. the reminders were so vivid in my mothers eye's she told me she couldn't finish. it mirrored many things my parents told me when i would complain, and i would shut up because nothing i was going through was like that, it's a little different when you meet the characters in a story and visually see the effects of the aftermath. My father escaped with a khmer rouge child soldier whom i call uncle till this day. I wish I had documented these campfire stories because that generation is fading fast and only child survivors like the author, my parents and their contemporaries still remain. This book struck a chord with me and made me appreciate the ones who came before me.

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  • diney
  • 09-09-17

an amazing story, but rather poorly written

interesting to learn about this period through a child's eyes. The writing is repetitive and unsophisticated, but still paints a compelling picture.

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  • Mark
  • 03-01-12

Amazing, heartbreaking - A must read!

The atrocities surrounding events in this book sound like they should be deep in our past; however they were merely 30 years ago. This is an amazing and heartbreaking story told from the inside through the eyes of an intelligent young girl. I have recommended this book to many family and friends. It really does show all sides of human nature and opens your eyes to what people are capable of. A must read!

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