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Even This

Getting to the Place Where You Can Trust God with Anything

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Even This

By: Emily Belle Freeman
Narrated by: Emily Belle Freeman
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About this listen

For the first time I realize that I can turn to God with the real things, that I can trust Him with the hard things - with anything. Even this. It is the first time I realize that God, who is infinite, can also be personal.

In Even This, Emily Belle Freeman shares her own deeply personal experiences of feeling forgotten by God - from the fear of abandonment in a dark hospital room to the desperation that followed months of unanswered prayers. In a moment of honesty, she found herself asking the question she had been afraid to consider: "Where is God in this?"

Through biblical insight, genuine realness, and beautiful prose, Emily will help you discover how to:

  • Diminish the power of doubt by coming to understand why the place of deepest asking is where the believing begins
  • Stop letting fear dictate the depth of your belief through daily reflections that will restore your confidence in God; and:
  • Let go of your need to control by discovering what is holding you back from being completely vulnerable with God.

Trust that God may have something different in mind for you - something better.

©2017 Blackstone Audio, Inc. (P)2017 Shadow Mountain Christian Living Christianity

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It was such an honest and open account of the authors experiences. The way she linked her experiences to stories from the scriptures was just so powerful.

I love the idea of daily looking for God’s goodness each day. This is something I really need to work on. Some days I get to the end of the day and have no idea what happened all day 😂

I would recommend this book to EVERYONE! I even sent copies as Christmas presents to my family and friends this past Christmas.

WOW! Incredible! This books needs reading and re-reading

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