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 For the first time, discover the unedited truth about the Duggars, the traditional Christian family that captivated the nation on TLC’s hit show 19 Kids and Counting. Jill Duggar and her husband Derick are finally ready to share their story, revealing the secrets, manipulation, and intimidation behind the show in this “no-holds barred” (People) instant New York Times bestseller.

Jill and Derick knew a normal life wasn’t possible for them. As a star on the popular TLC reality show 19 Kids and Counting, Jill grew up in front of viewers who were fascinated by her family’s way of life. She was the responsible, second daughter of Jim Bob and Michelle’s nineteen kids; always with a baby on her hip and happy to wear the modest ankle-length dresses with throat-high necklines. She didn’t protest the strict model of patriarchy that her family followed, which declares that men are superior, that women are expected to be wives and mothers and are discouraged from attaining a higher education, and that parental authority over their children continues well into adulthood, even once they are married.

But as Jill got older, married Derick, and they embarked on their own lives, the red flags became too obvious to ignore.

For as long as they could, Jill and Derick tried to be obedient family members—but now they’re raising a family of their own, and they’re done with the secrets. Thanks to time, tears, therapy, and blessings from God, they have the strength to share their journey. Theirs is a “complicated, remarkably relatable story of faith and family loyalty” (Salon) and a moving example of how to find healing through honesty. Entertainment & Celebrities Religious Studies Celebrity Marriage Heartfelt Inspiring Thought-Provoking
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This book was incredibly powerful and such an insight into the inner lives of what seemed to be the perfect family. The author showed bravery to share all she has been through.

Inspirational story of breaking free

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I could put the earphone down, listening to Jill herself made it all the more real. You could hear the emotion in some of the stories. Just a daughter trying to find the best way through life. I ope she writes more and I feel it’s important to lift the lid of how controlling these people can be.

Brilliant insight to the real story of the Duggers

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So proud of Jill and the journey she’s been on. Jill is able to reflect on how to move forward from some of the wrongs made against her by multiple family members. Hopefully her story will be listened by those who need to hear it…

Jill’s bravery is humbling

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Really well performed. Love how honest this book is throughout. Gives some real insight into a world that has always been chosen what is displayed by TV crews

Love the honesty

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This was so much better than I expected, Jill has lived such a interesting life and was lovely to hear about her journey through it all, was read with such emotion too! Would 1000% recommend!

An amazing listen!

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