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'A book replete with courage and empathy' Observer

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Breathtaking

By: Rachel Clarke
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'Rachel takes the worst life can throw at us and shows us the beauty in it' Adam Kay, author of This is Going to Hurt

Included in Best Books to read in 2021 pieces in the Sunday Times, Guardian, Financial Times, New Stateman, Daily Mirror, Daily Express, Evening Standard, The Tablet, Sunday Business Post, Irish Times, iPaper and Stylist Online.

How does it feel to confront a pandemic from the inside, one patient at a time? To bridge the gulf between a perilously unwell patient in quarantine and their distraught family outside? To be uncertain whether the protective equipment you wear fits the science or the size of the government stockpile? To strive your utmost to maintain your humanity even while barricaded behind visors and masks?

Rachel is a palliative care doctor who looked after some of the most gravely unwell patients on the Covid-19 wards of her hospital. Amid the tensions, fatigue and rising death toll, she witnessed the courage of patients and NHS staff alike in conditions of unprecedented adversity. For all the bleakness and fear, she found that moments that could stop you in your tracks abounded. People who rose to their best, upon facing the worst, as a microbe laid waste to the population.

Her new book, Breathtaking, is an unflinching insider's account of medicine in the time of coronavirus. Drawing on testimony from nursing, acute and intensive care colleagues - as well as, crucially, her patients - Clarke argues that this age of contagion has inspired a profound attentiveness to - and gratitude for - what matters most in life.

'Her words are brimful of love, grace and kindness' Guardian

'She writes with a tender, lyrical beauty' Sunday Times©2021 Rachel Clarke
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Critic reviews

If you're wondering whether to turn the page and read it, my message is simple: please do (Michael Rosen)
A searing insider's account of being a doctor during the tsunami of coronavirus deaths . . . It says everything about her character that Clarke refuses to settle for despair, focusing on the human decency she has seen
A book replete with courage and empathy
Clarke has written the UK's human story of Covid. Weaving together stories of patients, families, nurses, doctors and paramedics as the virus spread from New Year's Day to the end of April 2020. She reveals the desperate times and the government's mistakes but also how people from all walks of life - inside the NHS and out - have tried to reach out and show goodness to one another
Powerful, uplifting and even reassuring... Clarke's tone is more intimate, much of the book written at night when she couldn't sleep for fear, fury and frustration - the last two she attributes largely to the inadequacies and lies of politicians... You get the sense of someone trying to remain calm and reasoned, often on the verge of being overcome... superb (Madeleine Bunting)
Clarke may well be up for another award for this disturbing insider account of the NHS during the pandemic . . . she recognises the power of individual stories (Vanessa Berridge)
This memoir of the first wave of Covid will, I predict, be read a century from now as one of the best eyewitness accounts of what happened in the nation's wards in 2020. But it is no less important that it be read now, as a riveting, heart-wrenching testimony from the front line . . . Clarke writes with grace and empathy about her patients and colleagues . . . A must-read (Matthew D'Ancona, Tortoise Media)
Clarke is a superb storyteller as well as a clear-eyed polemicist . . . she writes with such compassion and humanity that you feel you are in the room . . . Clarke is certainly on the side of the angels and she has produced much more than a snapshot. Breathtaking is a beautiful, blistering account of a key moment in our history. If I were Boris Johnson, I wouldn't want to read it (Christina Patterson)
Her mood on these final pages is sad but proud and grateful at the way in which the NHS has triumphantly come through the greatest challenge in seventy years
Breathtaking is a scorching corrective to any suggestion that the pandemic is a hoax and that empty hospital corridors imply deserted intensive care units . . . Written at pace as "a kind of nocturnal therapy" on sleepless nights, Clarke's book has all the rawness of someone still working in the eye of the storm
It is a terrific read. I approached it with caution, having grown to dread the daily diet of misery which is life in Covidland. Instead, I became immersed in an extremely well written book that at times read like a thriller. If you only read one book about Covid, make it this one
All stars
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I loved it. got a good insight how doctors work in this pandemic!
thank you.

enjoyed it

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What a beautifully written story about horrors of covid. Rachel has a true ability to describe people in a way that felt like I know them, fear for them and mourn the passing of loved ones together. A must read/listen!

Truly breathtaking

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I do not have the words to review this book. Nothing I could say would do it justice, It is a truly extraordinary work.

Extraordinary

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The brilliant author could not have put it all together how she did. The details of the intertwined stories without getting them mixed were one of the most captivating things in her reflections during COVID-19.
To put the COVID-19 pandemic in words and over 7hours is commendable, inspiring and courageous.

It might not be as detailed or portray some aspects of the reality but it's all on point, just right, clear, and focused on the main issues as chapters went by almost in chronological order despite the chaos during the beginning phases of COVID-19 being anything but any humane order.

Enjoyed the political details mentioned as it was the truth from within the system. No reason to question it or challenge anything said in the events of what happened. Listening to the challenges the NHS and the country had to face only makes you appreciate more the things COVID-19 eventually spared for humanity.

Having said that, thank you to all who went through the political stress and mishaps it caused yet still came out strong with the mindset of 'patient priority, patient safety, patients first' ... The utmost gesture of humanity at it's best sacrificing so much more than just time, family and personal life you and I can only imagine.

Again, thank you for allowing us to experience the events through your eyes as they had unfolded and for giving a great deal of details that would have otherwise never be available to the nation and it's people.

A Highly informative and impressive listen. I definitely recommend it, especially to those who still need to be educated about the severity and pressures of living through a pandemic.

Attention to detail from a professional point of view.

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I just can't believe this all happened. Her story is one for us now and future generations to learn from.

Heart breaking truths

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