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Before I Go

By: Catherine Cookson
Narrated by: Christine Rendel
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Known for the wit of her writing, Catherine Cookson was the UK's most widely read novelist during her lifetime. When her Estate discovered this never-before-published memoir in the attic of her home, it was an astonishing find. Before I Go is the definitive story of her life, in the author's own candid words.

While Cookson had authored previous autobiographies, none have truly touched upon the tragedy and personal anguish she experienced until now. For the first time, she reveals the worst years of her life - her constant battles with illness and a series of devastating miscarriages, the damaging jealousy of her friend and her struggle to be taken seriously as a writer. But what shines through most is her strength in the face of adversity, her deep love for her husband, Tom, the solace she found in her art and her unmistakable character. Before I Go is an inspiring story of resilience and a must for any Cookson fan.

©2017 The Trustees of the Catherine Cookson Trust. (P)2017 Brilliance Publishing, Inc., all rights reserved.
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I enjoyed listening to this book and I think anyone who enjoys her books would be interested to hear about her quite hard life and background.

Catherine Cookson’s lifetime

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I love the work of Catherine Cookson but this autobiography about the people who spoilt her life (drunken mother and a sneaky stealing associate) goes on and on. It is a shame about her ill health but this book is a good moan about things that were spoiling her life.

A moaning about two people in her life.

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What did you like most about Before I Go?

Although her life story is harrowing I found this to be a gentle insight into another part of Catherine Cooksons own life

What other book might you compare Before I Go to, and why?

Because it is autobiographical I would not compare it to other books Being a Cookson fan I found it interesting

What does Christine Rendel bring to the story that you wouldn’t experience if you had only read the book?

A good narrator who reads without trying to imitate the author

Mrs Cooksons own story

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This book has all of human life. It takes you to a place of hope, trust and belief in one self.

Book of hope

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Lovely to hear about Catherine's life story. Such a wonderful woman.
Enjoyed it very much

Interesting life story

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