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Almost Life

A sweeping story of yearning, heartbreak and life-defining love

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Almost Life

By: Kiran Millwood Hargrave
Narrated by: Patricia Allison
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Read by Patricia Allison (Sex Education)

Almost Life is Kiran Millwood Hargrave's breathtaking story of love and longing, of the lives we almost live and the choices we don't make — and finding the courage to embrace who you really want to be.

'The biggest weepy since One Day' - Stylist
'A heart-rending tale of missed chances' - Douglas Stuart, author of Shuggie Bain


One chance encounter can define a lifetime

Erica and Laure meet on the steps of the Sacré-Cœur in Paris, 1978. Erica is a student, relishing her first summer abroad before beginning university at home in England. Laure is studying for her Ph.D. at the Sorbonne, drinking and smoking far too much, and sleeping with a married woman.

The moment the two women meet the spark is undeniable. But their encounter turns into far more than a summer of love. It is the beginning of a relationship that will define their lives and every decision they have yet to make. Spanning cities, decades and heartbreaks, fate brings them within touching distance again and again.

But will they be brave enough to seize the life they truly want?

'Immersive, sensual, beautiful and powerful' - Marian Keyes, author of My Favourite Mistake
'Tender, sensual and thrumming with life' - Lucy Steeds, author of The Artist
'One of the greatest love stories I’ve ever read' - Stacey Halls, author of The Household
'Tender and wistful
, it’s a will-they-won’t-they for the ages' - GQ
‘A beautifully written exploration of desire, freedom and the roads we do and don’t take’ - The Observer
'Hot, smart and completely captivating' - Daisy Buchanan, author of Pity Party
'A beautifully told story about love, longing, and the lives we almost live' - Louise O'Neill, author of Idol

Coming of Age Contemporary Genre Fiction Romance Women's Fiction Heartfelt

Critic reviews

Erica and Laure have made me think about MY life, about love and friendship and how short life is . . . immersive, sensual, beautiful and powerful (Marian Keyes, author of My Favourite Mistake)
A heart-rending tale of missed chances. Millwood Hargrave is a wonderful writer and what a pleasure it is to be in the company of such a deft, enchanting storyteller (Douglas Stuart, Booker Prize-winning author of Shuggie Bain)
Hot, smart and completely captivating - this is a truly luscious love story. I'll never forget it (Daisy Buchanan, author of Insatiable)
A beautifully told story about love, longing, and the lives we almost live (Louise O'Neill, author of Idol)
A rippling elegy to the possibilities and impossibilities of love. Tender, sensual and thrumming with life, Kiran Millwood Hargrave swirls heady prose into both a lament and a celebration of the choices we make, the passions that consume us, and the almost lives we almost live (Lucy Steeds, author of The Artist)
The biggest weepy since One Day . . . she knows exactly how to destroy us
Almost Life is captivating and immersive, a soaring ode to both love’s possibilities and its pain. Richly rendered and deeply felt, Laure and Erica will stay with me for a long time (Sophie Mackintosh, Booker-longlisted author of The Water Cure)
Love, loss, joy, cowardice, bravery, sex, friendship, love, more love, always love, Paris, London, Norfolk, and four decades of longing: a masterpiece from a writer at the height of her powers (Ella Risbridger, author of The Year of Miracles)
One of the greatest love stories I’ve ever read - searingly real, romantic and tragic, Almost Life is One Day for a new generation (Stacey Halls, author of Mrs England)
A beautifully written exploration of desire, freedom and the roads we do and don’t take (The Observer)
Beautiful and full of heart, a book about friendship and love and life itself. Filled with light and tenderness (Elizabeth Macneal, author of The Doll Factory)
Devastating and heartbreaking, with the pain and joy and despair of wanting and being in love so rich on every page. A singular book from a beautiful writer about two women I will never forget (Kate Young, author of Experienced)
Rich, evocative, stylish and sexy - a gorgeously crafted novel of epic love and epic life. Almost Life is as heartbreaking as it is deeply human (Kirsty Capes, author of Girls)
Almost Life pulled me straight in . . . I was completely invested and finished the last pages in tears (Amy Liptrot, author of The Outrun)
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