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Addicted to Perfect

A Journey Out of the Grips of Adderall

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Addicted to Perfect

By: Vitale Buford
Narrated by: Erica Sullivan
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Perfection is the thief of joy. It’s a lie that keeps us in a stranglehold of chaos, people-pleasing, and addiction. Perfection says we are never good enough. It holds us back from being our truest, most authentic selves.

Author Vitale Buford spent nearly three decades of her life in the web of perfection. She was praised for being an "easy child", "pretty", and "self-motivated", so that's what she tried to be. Her need for perfection and outside success was coupled with her body-image obsession. It was also a distraction from the pain of abandonment and loneliness she experienced in her childhood. When she tied her self-worth to her external success and her appearance, her addiction to perfection was born.

In her junior year of college, Vitale was introduced to Adderall as a "study drug". She used it for a few months - and ended up losing 20 pounds; she also got her best grades ever with her most rigorous course load. She was sure she had discovered the "perfect drug". When she was able to obtain her own prescription the following year, it hooked her immediately. She was addicted not only to Adderall, but also to the perfection, the weight loss, and her newfound ability to accomplish projects and tasks with ease. This was the beginning of a 10-year love affair with Adderall.

In Addicted to Perfect, Vitale shares the highs and lows of having been a slave to Adderall, the destructive relationships that ensued, and the way that she finally broke free. She details the many twists and turns involved in the years leading up to her getting sober and the eating disorder that followed her into sobriety. Perfectionism is no longer something that enslaves her, and Vitale's story is one of hope that no matter where you are in your life, you can release yourself from the grip of perfection.

©2020 by Changing Lives Press and Vitale Buford (P)2020 by Blackstone Publishing
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Such an interesting, honest and educational story. I really enjoyed this book and found it a compelling listen.

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Vitale does a brilliant job of explaining how she solved her dilemma and how she could help others do the same. She shares her candid insights and tips for dealing with problems that can arise when dealing with the problems of addiction

How to get better one step at a time

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Very interesting and inspirational biography of a woman battling her addiction and coming through it.

Interesting and inspirational

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1. I don't have an addictive personality.

What I did have was contempt for narcissist people. Now I just feel sympathy. She was her own worst enemy.
It doesn't sound like she was molested, but like all narcissist they need to pin others for their failures while they take praise for their successes. The most likely outcome was her quest for "likes" from society that made her belief system (stone of life) tell her that thin = perfect. I fear this book is symbolic of America as a whole. A generational problem of coming to terms with the fact they are not perfect. It's okay to be perfectly imperfect.

This book changed my world view

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I enjoyed the story and found parts of it quite gripping even though some of the book made me cringe and think why do that ?? But still was a good listen

Pretty good

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