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In My Secret Life

By: Amy Bleu
Narrated by: Amy Bleu
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In My Secret Life follows the adventures of Amelia, a freelance art and fashion model who also does adult content. She becomes bored of working for amateur photographers, and so she begins following them in her off time and taking pictures of them. She is searching for meaning in her life and her work, and is also trying to figure out what she wants in a romantic partner, after being single and focused on her modeling for many years.

When one of her favorite photographers dies, his wife Mia discovers that he had been shooting nude models without her knowledge and she sets out on her own journey to discover who he really was. Her paths cross with the model because of this, and then their stories continue to intertwine.

Rife with sex, drugs, and rock and roll, the tag line for this novel is: “Take a hit and follow Amelia on her strange trip.”

©2022 Woodhall Press (P)2025 Amy Bleu
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I picked this book up not really knowing what I was getting into, but I ended up really enjoying how raw and personal the whole journey felt. Amelia’s search for purpose and connection felt surprisingly relatable, even with her very unconventional life. I also liked the twist of seeing things from Mia’s perspective and how their paths end up crossing. The mix of drama, emotion, and messy humanity made it hard to put down. Definitely a unique read..

A Bold Story That Kept Me Curious the Whole Way

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Amelia’s journey reflects a deeper quest for meaning beyond surface-level success, exploring not just ambition and recognition, but also the desire for authentic connection, self-understanding, and personal fulfillment in a world full of distractions and hidden complexities. Ultimately, her story is a reminder that true fulfillment comes not from external validation, but from embracing who we are, facing our truths, and seeking connections that nourish the heart and soul.

Searching beyond surface success

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I went into this listen not really knowing what to expect but I ended up enjoying it far more than I thought I would. It was honest and human, even in its messier moments. I liked that Amelia was portrayed as flawed, curious, and trying to figure herself out without pretending to have it all together. I also liked that the story didn’t try to give neat answers. It just showed two women navigating work, relationships, and identity in believable and relatable ways. Overall, I’m glad I listened. It was bold, honest, and far more heartfelt than I expected.

A story that surprised me in the best way

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This audiobook truly blew me away. The story is engaging from the very first chapter and keeps a steady momentum that makes it incredibly easy to stay immersed. The narrator delivers a standout performance with clear, expressive storytelling that adds depth to every scene and character.

I appreciated how thoughtfully the themes were explored, striking a balance between emotional resonance and compelling plot development. The writing feels authentic, insightful and genuinely memorable.

Overall, this was an exceptional listening experience. It’s polished, impactful and incredibly enjoyable. I highly recommend it to anyone looking for a five-star listen that stays with you long after it ends.

A Captivating Listen From Start to Finish

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In My Secret Life drew me in from the very first page. Amy Bleu writes with raw honesty and emotional depth, making the characters feel so real it’s almost unsettling. The story beautifully explores vulnerability, hidden desires, and the courage it takes to face one’s truth. I couldn’t stop reading—each chapter pulled me deeper into a world of secrets, passion, and self-discovery. Fun, fantasy ride.

Intriguing

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