• Podcast Episode 41- How to Change Your Reality by Changing Yourself
    Jun 18 2026

    You have been creating your reality this entire time. The difference is that most people are doing it unconsciously.

    In this episode, I explain how subconscious programming creates recurring patterns in reality, how the observer effect changes what you experience, why your nervous system struggles during change, and how emotional processing allows you to release old programming and create something new.

    We will talk about consciousness, frequency, trust, trauma, regulation, emotional metabolization, and why the reality you experience is constantly reflecting information back to you.

    If you've been questioning yourself, doubting your path, or wondering why the same patterns keep showing up in your life, this episode is for you.

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    48 mins
  • Training Intuition Through Remote Viewing
    Jun 11 2026

    In this episode of Calm Your Crazy, we explore remote viewing—from its roots with Ingo Swann, the Stanford Research Institute, and the government’s Stargate program to what it might mean for us today.

    After a brief look at the history, I share my perspective on what may be happening during a remote viewing session. Through the lenses of consciousness, neuroscience, frequency, and the reality model I teach, we’ll explore intuition, memory, the nervous system, and the idea of the brain as a receiver. More importantly, we’ll look at why learning to trust your own perceptions can be such a powerful skill.

    Then I’ll guide you through a simple beginner remote viewing exercise you can do alongside me. At the end, you’ll reveal the target, compare your results, and start building confidence in your intuitive abilities.

    Whether you’re curious about remote viewing, consciousness, or the nature of reality, this episode offers both context and a hands-on experience.

    Love you. Mean it.

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    29 mins
  • Episode 39 - Challenges in the Simulation
    Jun 4 2026

    In this episode, I answer questions from social media and lead into more about your consciousness evolution and how this works for your reality creation in this simulation.

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    37 mins
  • Episode 38 - How to Exit the Simulation
    May 28 2026

    In this episode I talk about how you exit the Simulation level of the earth and human life. I explain the consciousness experience of the evolutionary cycle and how it corresponds to frequency that compounds with each life until one life you realize that you are the creator and you begin to consciously to learn and love yourself and all your pieces, even the ones you do not like. You learn that you are everyone and everyone is you and you are all interacting to create an experience. I talk about the nervous system and mastering your body, mind, and spirit through the lens of the Observer knowing you are the creator so that when you have the experience of death, you know you have the choice to go to a different place - this is the second option past seeing the light, your deity, or loved ones. #reality #death #simulation #higherconsciousness #awakening #selflove

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    40 mins
  • Episode 37 - “A Stream of Consciousness on Healing, Self-Love, and Reality”
    May 21 2026

    Tonight’s episode is a little different. No structure. No polished teaching. Just me talking openly about healing, consciousness, nervous system regulation, self-love, reality creation, and what it actually takes to shift your life.

    I’ve had so many people reaching out lately wanting help changing their reality, healing anxiety, healing their nervous system, manifesting different circumstances, and finding peace. And I need people to understand something clearly: nobody can do the work for you.

    There is no safety in someone else saving you.

    Your brain and body have to experience YOU showing up for yourself consistently. That’s how the nervous system changes. That’s how the subconscious changes. That’s how your reality changes.

    In this episode, I talk about:

    • why suffering and struggle are part of transformation
    • nervous system healing and subconscious programming
    • how self-love becomes a daily discipline
    • why avoiding old wounds keeps people stuck
    • how I rewired my own patterns over time
    • consciousness, frequency, and “the simulation”
    • why curiosity changes your reality
    • the difference between surviving and actually living
    • why I think people are awakening right now
    • my thoughts on astrology, patterns, and collective belief systems
    • what it feels like to live from expanded awareness after an NDE

    This one is part teaching, part philosophy, part rambling consciousness download.

    At the end of the day, none of the theories matter if you don’t learn how to love yourself, regulate your body, process your pain, and become consistent in the way you treat yourself.

    That’s the real work.

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    39 mins
  • Podcast Episode 36 - Training Conscious Perception
    May 14 2026

    Tonight’s episode is all about reconnecting to the body and understanding why the body is the actual interface through which we experience reality.

    We spend so much time living in thought that we stop noticing what the nervous system, emotions, instincts, tension patterns, and physical sensations are constantly communicating to us. But your body is responding to everything before your conscious mind even catches up.

    In this episode, I’m teaching practical exercises designed to strengthen awareness, observation, symbolic recognition, nervous system sensitivity, and conscious perception. We’re talking about why repetition builds recognition pathways, how the nervous system learns through association and focus, and why learning to observe yourself changes the way you experience reality.

    We’ll go through:

    • card training exercises,
    • object resonance,
    • environmental awareness,
    • body-based yes/no signals,
    • symbolic perception,
    • dream tracking,
    • and perception development practices.

    This episode is about learning how to slow down enough to actually notice yourself again.

    Based on exercises from Module 9, Lesson 4 of my Consciousness Training work.

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    35 mins
  • Episode 35 - Tarot, Channeling, and the Observer Effect
    May 7 2026

    Tonight’s episode goes into frequency, vibration, subconscious programming, channeling, tarot, and how reality actually works through patterns and belief.

    I break down the simulation model again and explain how your nervous system, subconscious mind, emotions, and beliefs create the frequency pattern your reality runs on. We talk about why unconscious patterns repeat, how consciousness interrupts them, and why belief is directly tied to what you experience.

    I also go into crystals, tarot, channeling, Esther Hicks, Bashar, frequency tuning, nervous system states, synchronicity, and why I believe everything begins and ends with the observer. We explore how people create systems of meaning, how those meanings gain power through collective belief, and how frequency determines what realities become accessible to you.

    This episode is about understanding yourself as both the player and the creator of the game. Your frequency changes your perception, your choices, your experiences, and ultimately the reality you interact with.

    If you’ve ever wondered how subconscious programming shapes your life, why synchronicities happen, or how consciousness and frequency connect together, this episode ties all of it together.

    Everything runs on patterns until you become aware of the pattern.

    Then you become the pattern breaker.

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    28 mins
  • Podcast Episode 34 - Delulu is the Solulu: How You Actually Create Money Reality
    Apr 23 2026

    In this episode, I break down exactly how you are creating your money reality—through beliefs, emotions, frequency, and action.

    I walk you through why money is just energy, how your subconscious programming is controlling what you receive, and why you cannot create a new financial reality from your current frequency.

    We go into how to identify the feeling of the reality you actually want, how to create your avatar, and how to start taking action that aligns with that version of you.

    This is the actual mechanism behind shifting your reality—not mindset hacks, not motivation, but how it works.

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    32 mins