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The Trauma Cleaner

Narrated by: Rachael Tidd
Length: 9 hrs and 17 mins
4.5 out of 5 stars (690 ratings)
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Summary

Husband, father, drag queen, sex worker, wife. You've got to hear Sandra's incredible story.

Sarah Krasnostein's The Trauma Cleaner is a love letter to an extraordinary ordinary life. In Sandra Pankhurst she discovered a woman capable of taking a lifetime of hostility and transphobic abuse and using it to care for some of society's most in-need people. Audible's editors fell in love with Sandra because of her warmth, humour and grace, and we think you will, too. Here’s what we thought of The Trauma Cleaner:

"As an acquiring editor at Audible, I read a huge number of books but this one completely stopped me in my tracks. This is one of the most 'human' books I’ve ever read, with Sandra’s deep emotional empathy told with warmth and humour. Really though, it's incredibly hard to describe this book because it's truly original – you just have to listen to it!" - Harriet, Audible Editor

"Sarah's memoir of Sandra's extraordinary life is one of the most heartfelt, deeply moving and fundamentally human stories I've listened to in a long time. Much like Brian Reed did for John B McLemore in his remarkable S-Town, Sarah paints an incredibly intimate portrait of a woman whose empathy and will to survive shines through with incredible potency. Rarely have I come across a non-fiction story told with such poetic attention to detail." - Tom, Audible Editor

About the book

Sandra Pankhurst founded her trauma cleaning business to help people whose emotional scars are written on their houses. From the forgotten flat of a drug addict to the infested home of a hoarder, Sandra enters properties and lives at the same time. But few of the people she looks after know anything of the complexity of Sandra's own life. Raised in an uncaring home, Sandra's miraculous gift for warmth and humour in the face of unspeakable personal tragedy mark her out as a one-off and make this biography unmissable.

This is a truly unique book, taking the humanity of S-Town, the beauty of H Is for Hawk and the sensitivity of When Breath Becomes Air to create something of startling originality. Sarah gives listeners a window into a life in a way only unforgettable pieces of writing can.

Due to the nature of some of Sandra's life experiences there are parts of the book which some listeners may find upsetting.

About the author

Sarah Krasnostein is a writer and a lawyer with a doctorate in criminal law. A fourth generation American and a third generation Australian, she has lived and worked in both countries. She lives in Melbourne and spends part of the year working in New York City. The Trauma Cleaner (Text Publishing / St Martin's Press) is her first book.

©2017 Sarah Krasnostein (P)2018 Audible, Ltd

Sandra's extraordinary, ordinary life

Watch an interview with Sandra, accompanied by photos from throughout her life
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Fascinating

If, like me you are interested in weird and wonderful human behaviour and what makes us do what we do, you'll love this book. I was sorry when it finished.

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A Fascinating Read

This is such a heartfelt and at the same time shocking story. I could not stop listening to it and am now going for round 2. I cannot recommend it highly enough.

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Great promise underdelivered

This book has a great promise - biography of a transgendered person, employed in an exotic industry, located in Australia. Just think of of all the unique experience and insights she must have had throughout her life and could share with the reader. While we do get sizeable bits of this and that, the pieces never seem to connect into complete picture and I was left rather disappointed with the story.

There are several noticeable problems with it. One is stated right away: Sandra is unreliable narrator. Her memory is full of holes, incomplete fragments and some of her recollections can be pure fiction. It has probably been partly mitigated by documents and interviews with other people, but I could not shake the feeling that parts came straight from author's own imagination. Like the scene when Sandra asked for permission to marry her future wife, told with excruciating emotional details yet a minute later admitted probably had never happened.

Another letdown was author's obvious infatuation with the subject of this book. We're told again and again how she adores Sandra and everything she does. Thus we get a very idealized version of a person. The reader is never presented with alternate points of view: of Sandra's children, co-workers and friends for example. Even more annoyingly, author is very keen on justifying all of Sandra's actions and denies her personal responsibility. This made me cringe at times.

A final note is on the narrator. Her voice was too timid, constantly on the verge of bursting into tears and did not reflect Sandra's bold personality well. Some chapters were overly dramatized and were rather distracting. Overall I did not feel a connection with the characters.

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  • Eddie
  • Peterborough, UK
  • 07-10-18

Wanders all over the place

Interesting but it jumps all over the place and at times you're not sure if it's on about the author or one of the authors clients.

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Pure Beauty

I found the writing of the story exceptional. Sandra the centre of everything but other stories weaved in of the past present and future with such clear connections. Sandra is an inspiration, bold and beautiful, mixed with pain and vulnerability. The narrator of the story really amplifies how well the book was written. I can't put my finger on it, I think it was the fact that changes in the narrative were not accent changes. Instead, there are slight changes in tone that give the narrative a life of its own. I liked that there were not too many cliches or inspirational quotes. Instead, there are some extremely powerful points at the end of the book. The book offers a deep layered reflection. This reflection makes it stand out from other books of similar nature. The descriptive narrative was unique and original. Overall it was simply beautiful. The writer made me want to know Sandra. In actual fact, I could feel as though I was there with Sandra wherever she was. Incredible.

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Not as good as hoped

I found this very drap and stopped listening after 3 hours. Seemed to be going to too much effort to describe everything in minute detail, and some parts were just boring! No idea how it gets such high star ratings.

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Not as expected

Not enough trauma
cleaning.... more of a biography - should be called the life of Sandra Pankhurst

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Narrator's voice really grated on me

Excellent human interest story but I gave up half way through as I couldn't abide the narrator- sorry

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  • AS
  • 19-04-18

An exquisit lesson in humanity

If you could sum up The Trauma Cleaner in three words, what would they be?

exquisite, touching, human

What was one of the most memorable moments of The Trauma Cleaner?

The Trauma Cleaner s a story of an extraordinary woman and her extraordinary journey through life. A lesson of perseverance and fight for identity and self-worth. A story of being lost and finding yourself through toughest of times. A real lesson in humanity though by the strangest of characters that there could be.

What about Rachael Tidd’s performance did you like?

The performance is deeply moving and artistic contributing to the narration.

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Good book

Much more that trauma cleaning. I just wish Sandra was more likeable and came across as less selfish. But she's still ok nsp









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  • Amanda
  • 03-10-18

An Outstanding Read

I don't think I've ever read a book that has evoked so many different emotions. An absolutely brilliant read from the beginning right through to the end and I still can't stop thinking about it several books later.

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  • Judith Markwell
  • 28-09-18

Potential never realised

This book had the potential to be good but it never got there. The language seemed similar to the self-conscious language of a university undergraduate. The book had long periods of listing items in the rooms of hoarders with obvious OCD issues. The lists went on and on and on and were tedious and it almost felt like the author was simply increasing her word count. The main character was well drawn but difficult to engage with. The ending of the story in the book is abrupt and, toward the end, the author repeatedly includes the statement 'I will go on' when I really wished she wouldn't . Not a good listen for me.

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  • Anonymous User
  • 02-07-18

Interesting listening

A really interesting listen. Sandra’s story is beautifully written. Shame that the reader has a cold for some sections...I found it quite distracting!