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Spiritual Smackdown

From Victim to Goddess

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What happens when the love that once held you safe becomes the force that shatters you?

Jaclyn Shaw had it all—the marriage, the child, the dream. Until, pregnant with her second baby, she was blindsided by betrayal. But this is not a story of heartbreak. It's a holy initiation. A soul reckoning. A tidal wave that wrecked the woman she thought she had to be—and revealed the Goddess she'd forgotten she was.

This memoir is a raw prayer, written by a woman who dared to stay in the fire long enough to hear God's voice rising from the ashes. It's not about gentle spirituality. It's about radical remembrance. It's about choosing divine truth over victimhood. Sacred conviction over performance. It's about meeting the most heart-wrenching moment of your life and hearing a whisper from within: You were never broken. You were being called to remember your divinity.

For the woman who's been silenced by shame, abandoned by love, or buried beneath the weight of "shoulds," this book will hit you like a tidal wave and it will become your turning point.

It will break you open.

It will call you home.

It will connect you to the God within you.

This is not your happy ending. This is your holy beginning.

JACLYN SHAW is a mother, mystic, mentor, and multidimensional channel of divine truth. Her words don't just tell a story—they spark an innate knowing. This is her most intimate and powerful transmission yet.

My sacred offering to you: jaclynshaw.ca/power-activation-free

©2025 Jaclyn Shaw (P)2025 Jaclyn Shaw
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I loved this book, I have honestly struggled to stay engaged with audio books lately with a busy parenting life but this one hooked me. Jaclyn has a poetic way of tying everything together and it truly felt like you were right there beside her for this spiritual awakening (or smackdown).
It aligned with my beliefs around forgiveness, trust and judgment and it was beautiful to witness her learnings and then teachings through her lived experience.
My favourite book of the year !

Couldn’t stop listening

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The story, for many may be the end, but for Jaclyn was the beginning. Heartbreaking, touching and overflowing with hope. Everything is possible. Instead of bitterness and anger there is an epic love story, mission and deep connection to God and to each other. Shame of infidelity can paralyse, no matter on which side you were. Jaclyn brave memoir gives the hope that through pure love we can shed the shame and liberate ourselves and others.

Shed your shame

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I listened to Jaclyn’s book in 1 day. I just could not stop. This is not just a memoir of a woman not afraid to speak her truth till the end, this was a masterpiece on enlightenment, expansion, what the capacity of a human heart is and more. Thank you Jaclyn.

Truly transformational

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Devoured this book in one day. Jaclyn’s very real, open story of love and loss, infidelity and hope and how it ultimately led her into a deeper connection with herself and her spirituality is a guiding light for us all - I loved every minute.

A raw, honest journey

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The story is so visually written and told it feels like watching a movie.
I am still savouring your book when I am walking my baby to sleep, the story in my ears. It’s my favourite part of the day now. I love how a true story doesn’t need to follow the hero’s journey of going on a quest and concurring it all. But it can be a story of more than 1 spiritual smackdown. Of falling back in old habbits. Of falling. It removes the pressure of doing life right. It releases expectations. And makes room to trust in what is. How this experience is here for me.
I am so happy and grateful for this book and the story it tells 🙏🏻

A remembering of truth

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