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I Was There

My Personal Reckoning with the Mountain Meadow Massacre

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I Was There

By: H. Jack Dunn
Narrated by: Reese Kindle
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A massacre. A cover-up. A personal reckoning.

In the quiet valleys of southern Utah, in 1857, over 120 men, women, and children from Arkansas were brutally murdered by Mormon settlers and their allies. It was one of the darkest chapters in American frontier history—an event that has long remained shrouded in silence, misdirection, and denial.

The Mountain Meadows Massacre is more than a historical crime; it is a story of how fear, fanaticism, and blind allegiance to religious authority can lead to devastating consequences. And for far too long, it has been treated as an inconvenient footnote by those who should have faced it head-on.

In this deeply researched and profoundly personal work, the author—whose own ancestor may have stood among the perpetrators—takes listeners on a journey through time, memory, and moral responsibility. With firsthand experience in the region, a family history tied to the Nauvoo Legion, and personal connections to members of the LDS faith, the author brings a rare and balanced voice to a story often manipulated by both defenders and critics of the Church.

From lost journal entries to the chilling details of betrayal and deceit, this book shines a light on the uncomfortable truths behind the massacre—and on the haunting aftermath suffered by the few survivors, including seventeen orphaned children.

This is not just a book of history. It is a call for accountability.

It is for historians. For truth seekers. For the curious, and for the faithful. And especially for those who believe that faith and truth should never be enemies.

You will walk the same ground. You will see the silence that followed.

And by the final word, you will understand why remembering is not enough—because what we fail to confront, we are doomed to repeat.

©2025 Howard L. "Jack" Dunn (P)2025 Howard L. "Jack" Dunn
Americas State & Local True Crime United States Mormon Old West Wild West
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