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I Swear

My Life with Tourette’s

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I Swear

By: John Davidson
Narrated by: David Monteath
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Brought to you by Penguin.

From the remarkable man whose life inspired the heartstopping film, ‘I Swear’, a book that offers extraordinary insight into what it’s like to live with a severe form of Tourette’s Syndrome: a fascinating, complex condition that’s more common than most of us think ( 1 in 100 schoolchildren have the condition) , and yet is chronically misunderstood.

Born in the 1970s on the Scottish Borders, John’s was twelve when his tics first arrived, as if from nowhere. Previously a happy, popular, football-mad boy he was labelled disruptive, rude, and even mad. As his condition progressed, from blinks and jerks to involuntary rude and obscene shouting, John was bullied, rejected - alienated from his family and a society that had no idea what to make of him.

Hospitalized and drugged for months, it was only an extraordinary and transformative friendship, and John’s dogged optimism, that turned his life around, making I Swear an inspirational story of triumph over adversity.

Through John’s eyes, we see Tourette’s not just as a medical condition, but as a lens through which we can all better understand the importance of human connection. And how essential, as well as ultimately rewarding, it can be to keep going and never give up.

© John Davidson 2025 (P) Penguin Audio 2025

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Critic reviews

Brave, shocking, funny and moving, I SWEAR opens our eyes to the reality of living with a complex condition. This is a really important book. (Rachel Joyce, author of The Unlikely Pilgrimage of Harold Fry and The Homemade God)
Most books have one plot twist, one villain and a happy ending, but this one has generous helpings of each ... Beyond its inevitable shock factor, this skilfully told tale deserves praise for how it lets us non-sweary people see inside the ordinary, albeit anxious, mind of someone with Tourette syndrome, (Ceci Browning)
An astonishing tale about an amazing man. If this book were given out to schools it would triple the empathy levels for Tourette's. (Jojo Moyes)
This superb book is an engaging and fascinating account of what it's like to live with Tourette's.
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John's telling of growing up in the Borders of Scotland and struggling with Tourette's Syndrome, a condition at the time with next to zero understanding in both the medical world as well as in the community, does a fantastic job at explaining why Tourette's Syndrome is just as much of a social disability as it is a neurological one.

He goes through from a young age detailing what life was like prior to developing tics, to the exposure of scathing ridicule from peers and teachers who choose not to care when observing his tics, which can leave the reader appalled and even crying. Yet his story of adjusting to life after school gives hope to anyone who feels detached or bruised from their own experiences, and as a result leaves one punching the air when he succeeds.

John's efforts over the years to spread not only awareness but acceptance of Tourette's Syndrome is nothing short of trailblazing. There are countless numbers of people living with the condition, their family and friends who have benefited from his work - this is not fully explained in this book to people who may not know much about him prior to reading, but I make no exaggeration to this importance - and his MBE supports this.

The book does an excellent job of explaining the harsh reality of living with a condition, often seen as 'the funniest medical condition there is' and why it is often so far from from the truth. For that reason, it's definitely worth reading or listening to.

A great autobiography of disability trailblazer

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Great choice of reader which helped to convey John Davidsons life with Tourette’s. Hadn’t realised how much he’d done to raise awareness of the condition. Now to see the film!

Very honest autobiography

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Absolutely loved this, it made me laugh out loud and cry in equal measure, and at times very angry. John is such an inspiring man.

What an inspiration

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Having seen the film I thought I'd listen to the book. I loved the film, and this was even better. Thank you John for your honesty.

Amazing

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Very moved by the unimaginable challenges John has faced. Overjoyed to hear what he has achieved so far.

Phenomenal life story so far...what a brave boy and man

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