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Freak Out!
- My Life with Frank Zappa
- Narrated by: Emma Gregory
- Length: 14 hrs and 3 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Biographies & Memoirs, Entertainment & Celebrities
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Summary
In 1967, 21-year-old Pauline Butcher was working for a London secretarial agency when a call came through from a Mr Frank Zappa asking for a typist. The assignment would change her life forever. For three years, Pauline served as Zappa's PA, moving with him, his family and the Mothers of Invention to a log cabin in the Hollywood Hills, where the straight young English girl mixed with Oscar winners and rock royalty.
Freak Out! is the captivating story of a naive young English girl thrust into the mad world of a musical legend as well as the most intimate portrait of Frank Zappa ever written.
Critic reviews
"The book describes a formative time in the life of an innovative musical artist, which Zappa most certainly was. But it also captures a particularly intense experience of a very brief, yet enormously influential, period in the evolution of western womanhood." (The Guardian)
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- Paul Santillo
- 02-02-22
love the inside stories of Frank
Frank was a genius and anyone's perspective who lived it will always be an interesting read.
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- HammockTester
- 30-10-21
Great Book
I have just become a Frank Zappa fan over the last 5 years or so, so it was great to get an up close and inside look at Frank’s life through Pauline”s eyesI I thought she did a wonderful and tasteful description of her experiences working with Frank. I highly recommend the book.
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- Hugh G
- 19-04-21
Great insider story about Frank Zappa
This was a great look inside the world of Frank Zappa from the late '60's go the early '70's from someone with direct knowledge of this period.
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- Gary
- 24-03-21
Early rock ‘n’ roll history
This is a great story written by Pauline about her life experience with Frank Zappa the mothers and their family from 1967 to 1971.