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Beyond Belief

My Secret Life Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape

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Beyond Belief

By: Jenna Miscavige Hill, Lisa Pulitzer
Narrated by: Sandy Rustin
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Jenna Miscavige Hill, niece of Church of Scientology leader David Miscavige, was raised as a Scientologist but left the controversial religion in 2005. In Beyond Belief, she shares her true story of life inside the upper ranks of the sect, details her experiences as a member Sea Org—the church's highest ministry, speaks of her "disconnection" from family outside of the organization, and tells the story of her ultimate escape.

In this tell-all memoir, complete with family photographs from her time in the Church, Jenna Miscavige Hill, a prominent critic of Scientology who now helps others leave the organization, offers an insider's profile of the beliefs, rituals, and secrets of the religion that has captured the fascination of millions, including some of Hollywood's brightest stars such as Tom Cruise and John Travolta.

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Would you listen to Beyond Belief again? Why?

There's a lot of info to take in initially but it was a fascinating story

What did you like best about this story?

Get to see behind the curtain of the highest ranks and family of the leadership of the 'church' and how twisted and manipulative it is.

Which character – as performed by Sandy Rustin – was your favourite?

Lead character

Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?

Impossible to listen to in 1 go ... too much to take in ... but i found it easy to pickup and put down again

Enjoyable insight into the closest ranks

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wow. I never knew anything about Scientology. this was an eye opener! Thank you

great new understanding!

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Very interesting from word go and found myself wanting to listen to it constantly because of how crazy the story is! worth the read or listen!

very interesting read!!

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I downloaded the book after seeing it mentioned on Jessna’s brother Sterlings YouTube channel and I literally listened to in from start finish, Jenna does a great job of describe her surrounding and the people who came in and out of her life during one of the toughest times to be a child in Scientology this book is everything you want in a biography it’s also been helpful for me to understand other people who had traumatic child childhoods and different ways of coping with it which are new to me

A beautiful soul

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Jenna's story is amazing. I'm so happy that she got out when she did & is living her best life.

loved this book

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