Beyond Belief

My Secret Life Inside Scientology and My Harrowing Escape

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Beyond Belief

By: Jenna Miscavige Hill, Lisa Pulitzer

Narrated by: Sandy Rustin

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Jenna Miscavige Hill, niece of Church of Scientology leader David Miscavige, was raised as a Scientologist but left the controversial religion in 2005. In Beyond Belief, she shares her true story of life inside the upper ranks of the sect, details her experiences as a member Sea Org—the church's highest ministry, speaks of her "disconnection" from family outside of the organization, and tells the story of her ultimate escape.

In this tell-all memoir, complete with family photographs from her time in the Church, Jenna Miscavige Hill, a prominent critic of Scientology who now helps others leave the organization, offers an insider's profile of the beliefs, rituals, and secrets of the religion that has captured the fascination of millions, including some of Hollywood's brightest stars such as Tom Cruise and John Travolta.

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Would you listen to Beyond Belief again? Why?

There's a lot of info to take in initially but it was a fascinating story

What did you like best about this story?

Get to see behind the curtain of the highest ranks and family of the leadership of the 'church' and how twisted and manipulative it is.

Which character – as performed by Sandy Rustin – was your favourite?

Lead character

Was this a book you wanted to listen to all in one sitting?

Impossible to listen to in 1 go ... too much to take in ... but i found it easy to pickup and put down again