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I Should Be Dead

My Life Surviving Politics, TV, and Addiction

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I Should Be Dead

By: Bob Beckel, John David Mann
Narrated by: Bob Beckel, Graham Beckel
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Summary

The political analyst shares a powerful memoir about his life and career, his struggle with addiction, and his journey to finding faith.

Growing up poor in an abusive home, Bob Beckel learned to be a survivor: to avoid conflict, mask his feelings, and to lie—all skills that served him well in Washington, where he would become the youngest-ever Deputy Assistant Secretary of State and manage Walter Mondale's 1984 presidential campaign.

But Beckel was living a double life. On January 20, 2001—George W. Bush's first Inauguration Day—he hit rock bottom, waking up in the psych ward. Written with captivating honesty, Beckel chronicles how his addictions nearly killed him until he found help in an unexpected ally, conservative Cal Thomas, who helped him find faith, get sober, and get his life back on track.

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