Loving and Losing You, Azaylia

My Inspirational Daughter and Our Unbreakable Bond

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Loving and Losing You, Azaylia

By: Safiyya Vorajee

Narrated by: Safiyya Vorajee

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What the world saw, and what it didn't.

Nothing could ever have prepared me for this. Some days it breaks me, and I can't even bear to do it. I always thought I was tough, but it brings me to my knees every single time.

Safiyya's beautiful baby daughter, Azaylia, was eight weeks old when she was diagnosed with leukaemia. By the age of eight months, Safiyya and her partner, Ashley, had to say their final goodbye.

This is Safiyya's account of motherhood, hope and loss. It is about the unbreakable and incomparable bond between mother and daughter...about what happens to a family when they face a life without the person that completed them, putting listeners in the shoes no parent wants to be in. But, above all, it's a celebration of a remarkable little life that showed spirit that no baby should have to and a family who loved and fought to hold onto every precious moment.

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The most inspirational audiobook. Very hard & sad to listen to from start to finish but something you can not stop listening to either. Followed the insta journey whilst the champ was fighting and thought about her day & night as well as mom & dad being a parent myself and this audio just makes gives you closure to such a gorgeous little champ that will never ever be forgotten in so many hearts and the pain mom & dad will go through for the rest of their lives. Fantastic parents and wish them both well whatever their journey whether it together or apart.