It's hard facing your demons. Man is it fucking hard, and this is what happens when one of your demons refuses to see what is in front of them.

We know what it does to your body, but what happens after? What happens after your first outing? This is what happened to me and how it affected for quite some time.

Dude, how can you grow as a person if you are constantly being reminded of your past mistakes? 

Alright, team fuck them kids is fun and all, until you have one. Once you have them (and you're a good parent and like your kid) seeing them sick is the worst thing in the world. Monday, was one of the scariest moments in my life and I never want to go through that shit again. This episode is processing that emotion of fear as a parent and why we always have to hide it in front of our kids. I showed my daughter my tears in a healthy way, but I also told her that fuck (didn't say fuck) you're better than The Avengers, kiddo! 

Enjoy.

I'm exhausted. Are you not? Please, just listen to this first one. If you are down to take this journey with me, then let us ride on this adventure together.