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Ep 1: If Not Now, When

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Ep 1: If Not Now, When

By: Isabel Hague
Narrated by: Joe Barber, Josh Barrow, Oliver Blakeley, Frazer Hadfield, Emma Maggie Davies, Ami Metcalf, Nadia Nadif, Nicola Sloane, Emily Stott, Mark Straker, Matt Sutton
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Debra told her son Liam she was ill, but didn’t tell her daughter, Chelsey. When she dies, the rift almost destroys them. A fast paced, poetic story of love and redemption.

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Thought provoking and heart wrenching brilliance. Knowledge is a double edged sword, an exquisitely sharp pain both in having it and being ignorant of it.

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Looking for something different from my audio book I stumbled across this. I should have read the blurb as it's not a cheery story. saying that it was outstandingly moving & not something I shall ever forget. truly moving with powerful merging of memories & audio. deserved a standing ovation!

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