February brings the moment most people forget, the “reset after the resolution.” In this candid, full-moon episode, Heidi unpacks the underestimated addiction beneath so many others: the addiction to belonging, and the love addiction that can quietly trap us in self-denial, entanglement, and losing ourselves inside other people. Drawing from decades in addiction recovery work and influenced by voices like Tony Robbins and Carl Jung, Heidi introduces the “orphan spirit,” what it looks like in real life, and why feeling alone in a crowded room is often a signal that your true self is asking to come home. You’ll hear her “diamond in the coal” metaphor, her concept of “divine identity disorder,” and the foundation of her new direction: spiritual development that is grounded, embodied, and integrated with psychological truth. This season is about restoring your free will, reconnecting head and heart, and rebuilding a life that actually supports you.

Next week, Heidi begins a powerful teaching series through The Wizard of Oz, starting with Dorothy. For deeper support and private work, visit Lovecoachheidi.com.

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Hello 2026, I’m back, and I’m back for good. In this Week 1 episode of 52 Weeks to Your Diamond Self, I’m naming what I believe trauma actually is: when your free will is taken from you, psychologically, spiritually, and emotionally. From the personal portals of perimenopause and menopause, to the collective rupture many of us felt after 2020, this is about reclaiming your inner authority and restoring the “factory settings” of your real self. This year is about healing with love, grace, humor, and art, and moving forward in the light, not living in triage forever.

In this episode, you’ll learn Why 2025 felt like a massive shedding, and how that can become rebirth A clear definition of trauma as “loss of free will,” and how it shows up in your life The core conflict behind so much suffering: power vs love, dominance vs submission The 8 “Crazy Eight” trauma patterns that hijack your life and relationships How to start telling the truth to yourself without self-attack, shame, or spiritual bypassing

Week 1 homework (do this with me) Grab a journal and a white canvas, then answer these 8 prompts with radical honesty:

Where am I addicted to control?

What am I pretending about, or pretending not to know?

What or who am I desperately trying to fix?

Where am I overpleasing?

Where is perfectionism running my life?

Who am I victimizing, or holding to an impossible standard?

Where am I lashing out, or holding someone hostage?

What am I withholding, from others or from myself?

Weekly schedule Wednesdays at 7 PM: New episode drop Sundays (Live): Weekly recap, community, teaching, and Q&A If you’re ready to come back to your true self and rebuild your life from the inside out, start here.

www.LoveCoachHeidi.com

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Join me on a raw, soul-baring journey from renouncing Jesus to rediscovering Him through shamanic spirit work, personal upheaval, and a post-menopausal awakening that shattered shame and revealed her true “diamond tree” nature. Dive deep into interdependence, spiritual rebirth, and radical self-reclamation. Discover the power of writing your own story,starting today. Learn more at www.HeidiRain.com. Reclaim your soul. Rewrite your story. Connect with Heidi at www.HeidiRain.com #HeidiRain #DiamondSoul #PostMenopausalAwakening #SpiritualRebirth #TraumaHealing #SoulRecovery #JesusJourney #MaryMagdaleneWisdom #Interdependence #LifeAfter50 #HealingJourney #ShamanicHealing #FaithTransformation #RewriteYourStory #NewBeginnings