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When I Kill You

A Novel

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When I Kill You

By: B.A. Paris
Narrated by: Georgia Maguire
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About this listen

The multimillion-copy and New York Times bestseller B. A. Paris returns with a triumphant, unsettling next suspense novel, When I Kill You.

"Narrator Georgia Maguire's soft British accent is an absolute listening pleasure...it is the texture and tension provided by Maguire's skillful delivery and beguiling voice that make this a successful audio offering." —Kirkus on The Breakdown

Who is watching Nell Masters?

Nell Masters is certain someone is following her. The hairs on the back of her neck rise when she travels to and from work, there are silent calls to her office, and a huge bouquet of flowers arrives without a card. And Nell has a reason to be looking over her shoulder, because she has a secret that she’s hiding from everyone in her life, including her new partner, Alex. But Alex also has secrets of his own.

Fourteen years earlier, when Nell went by the name Elle Nugent, she witnessed a student, Bryony Sanders, getting into a stranger’s car. When Bryony was found murdered, Elle became obsessed with finding the person responsible. She was convinced she knew who it was and her fixation with Brett Parker, the man she accused, led her down a dangerous path . . .

Now, Nell tries to convince herself that this unnerving feeling of being watched is all in her mind. Has someone from her past discovered her new identity? Has the stalker become the stalked? Or is there something even more deadly at play?

"Narrator Georgia Maguire shows her ability to present the polar opposite traits of the husband and wife...Her overall narration is calm and elegant but emotional and alarming during the horrific moments Grace experiences." —Kirkus on Behind Closed Doors

A Macmillan Audio production from St. Martin’s Press

Domestic Thrillers Suspense Thriller & Suspense

Critic reviews

One of Woman’s World’s “Books Everyone Will Be Talking About in 2026”

“This satisfyingly creepy novel is a solid addition to Paris’s collection of nail-biters, including Behind Closed Doors and The Guest.”—Library Journal

“Nell’s flawed relatability will pull readers into her fight for resolution and survival as Paris seamlessly weaves dual timelines of Nell’s past obsession and current threats with her stalker’s chilling commentary.”—Booklist

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