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What (TF) Do I Do Now?

Reclaiming Myself, One Piece at a Time

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What (TF) Do I Do Now?

By: Tareasa "ReesaTeesa" Johnson
Narrated by: Tareasa "ReesaTeesa" Johnson
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“Reesa Teesa’s online story captivated the world, and this book will do the same.”—Robin Roberts, New York Times bestselling author and co-anchor of Good Morning America

The creator of the viral TikTok series “Who TF Did I Marry?” shares an even more unfiltered account of how she reclaimed herself, fought through toxic relationships, and regained her foundation through healing and deep self-reflection.


When Tareasa “Reesa Teesa” Johnson decided to disclose the full details of her turbulent marriage in a 50-part TikTok series, from first meeting to the finality of divorce, she hoped it would help at least one person from making similar mistakes. In a flash "Who TF Did I Marry?" went global, becoming a movement. Millions around the world were enraptured and identified with Tareasa's story, ultimately sharing their own experiences of heartbreak and deceit.

While “Who TF Did I Marry?” questioned the relationship, What (TF) Do I Do Now? probes deeper, asking “Where did I lose myself?” Through reflection, acceptance, and humor, Tareasa unravels even more details of what caused her to stay in a partnership where familiarity became too comfortable, and loneliness was a scarier proposition than owning her solitude. Tareasa’s indelible voice and keen perspective shares new, engrossing stories and practical insights as she regains her footing and her faith in herself, offering readers the chance to do the same.

Probing, personal, and incredibly relatable, What (TF) Do I Do Now? isn’t a self-help guide, but an empowering conversation with the reader, illuminating the courage it takes to trust yourself because healing is on the other side of pain.
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“Reesa Teesa’s online story captivated the world, and this book will do the same. The enduring tenacity and vulnerability she showed in her TikTok series is expressed tenfold in this personally liberating story written with humor, candor, and grace. Each chapter holds a beautiful lesson for readers to see they are also capable of rising above their most challenging moments.”—Robin Roberts, New York Times bestselling author and co-anchor, Good Morning America
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