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To Throw Away Unopened
- Narrated by: Jasmine Blackborow
- Length: 9 hrs and 16 mins
- Unabridged Audiobook
- Categories: Literature & Fiction, Essays
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Summary
Shortlisted for the Costa Biography Award 2018
What was I fighting for? Even now I'm not sure. Something so old and so deep, it has no words, no shape, no logic.
Every memoir is a battle between reality and invention - but in her follow up to Clothes, Clothes, Clothes. Music, Music, Music. Boys, Boys, Boys., Viv Albertine has reinvented the genre with her unflinching honesty.
To Throw Away Unopened is a fearless dissection of one woman's obsession with the truth - the truth about family, power and her identity as a rebel and outsider. It is a gaping wound of a book, both an exercise in bloodletting and psychological archaeology, excavating what lies beneath: the fear, the loneliness, the anger. It is a brutal expose of human dysfunctionality, the impossibility of true intimacy and the damage wrought upon us by secrets and revelations, siblings and parents.
Yet it is also a testament to how we can rebuild ourselves and come to face the world again. It is a portrait of the love stories that constitute a life, often bringing as much pain as joy. With the inimitable blend of humour, vulnerability and intelligence that makes Viv Albertine one of our finest authors working today, To Throw Away Unopened smashes through layers of propriety and leads us into a new place of savage self-discovery.
Critic reviews
"Fierce, direct, unashamed. She masks nothing... Scythes through the myths, the distortions, the adornments and finds the rich, distinctive stories underneath." (The Sunday Times)
"A chronicle of outsiderness... Searingly honest.... A painstaking and painful dissection of familial fallout." (The Observer)
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- Sarah Power
- 18-01-19
A read again and again book!
"Viv Albertine should be anointed patron saint of the domestically dispossessed."
Viv once more entertains, enlightens and makes all the mistakes and cringe worthy life experiences we go through as women a part of a life well lived. Sibling rivalry, terrible parental relationships and Viv's own self awareness and thoughts on life are astute and more often than not heartbreakingly hilarious . I will miss her in my life, in my head and will listen again and again to this book. Really hope another appears!
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- JC
- 23-10-18
Brilliant
Loved it, such an honest and funny tale of Viv Albertine's life. Great narration. Would recommend
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- Ali
- 19-05-22
Brilliant
Raw, honest and brutal. Made me wince and laugh in equal measure. Bring it on Viv, you are my heroine. Listen to this unforgettable book (try to ignore the narrator -she’s a bit annoying in places ) and give thanks that Viv survived to write it 💋.
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- Lesley
- 31-03-22
Sensuous
A story - well told. Starkly real sounding. Brilliant holding up of how the wholesome and the broken sit together in our lives and how the way we tell the stories of our lives with those around us can be scaffolding - helpful scaffolding.
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- Amazon Customer
- 17-07-21
well written and we'll narrated
a well detailed. well written, true and real experience. some dark moments and realisations we can all learn from.
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- Kindle Customer
- 22-03-21
Love Jasmine Blackborrow's narration
Jasmine really got inside Viv's head abd really did her justice.
What a kick ass woman. As the poem sort of goes They mess you up your Mum Dad. I recommend this woman who is feeling a little oppressed for whatever reason. However it does tell the story of Viv losing her mother Kathleen (also Kick-ass) so proceed with caution if this is triggering area. My favourite quote used in the book is
I am never proud to participate in violence, yet I know that each of us must care enough for ourselves, that we can be ready and able to come to our own defence when and wherever needed. Maya Angelou, Letter to My Daughter, 2008
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- Becca J
- 03-09-20
Perfection
Just utterly wonderful.
I didn't want it it end.
Thank you, Viv, please write more.
Beautiful work by Jasmine, the narrator.
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- Valdis Anspoks
- 01-02-20
Everyone should read or hear this.
My first audio book follows an appearance on my beloved R 4. Beautifully written, well researched, loved the quotes and a trip down memory lane. Some may consider it almost unrelentingly miserable but having shared some of her experiences I found it thoughtful and an unflinchingly accurate description of a life. Fantastic.
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- mancbella
- 23-08-19
very depressing
this was a difficult and painful listen. only go there if you like the dark side.
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- Eve Johnston-Ryde
- 19-08-19
Tough Going But So Worth It
Keep going if you, like me, found this book full on, grim and heavy. I think it's well worth the pain and getting to the end
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- Anora McGaha
- 07-11-20
Excellent
The narrator was incredible, as if she were the writer, with all the sensitivity I imagine only the writer would have. And the author, pulling back the curtains on her and her family’s life, telling with an exceptional honesty, truth telling. She has fresh writing, vivid descriptions, rare details from her broad reading, and courageous clarity. So very much to take in, reflect on, and absorb. This one will get a second listen for sure!