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This Might Hurt

By: Riley Nash
Narrated by: Devon Ryder, Ryan Lee Dunlap
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One second can change everything.

I met him on the worst day of my life—the desperate boy with a gun and the most brilliant smile I’d ever seen. We saved each other’s lives and then walked away, because a hitchhiking criminal and one of the richest men in the world can’t possibly be made for each other.

I’m a void, silenced by my power-hungry family and pushed into an arranged marriage like the obedient pawn I am. I’ve given up hoping for anything more.

He’s an uncontrolled explosion, a lost man with a shattered moral compass who would do anything for redemption. He refuses to give up hope, even if it breaks him.

So when I come up with a wild, impossible revenge plan, there’s only one person I look for. One person unhinged enough to say yes when I ask him to marry me and ruin my family’s business deal. He can teach a good boy how to do bad things. He already owns me, body and soul.

The problem is, we’re both too broken to know when to stop. Our hearts are angry and possessive and foolish. Now that we’re in too deep, I realize we only have one chance to build the kind of love that rewrites the damage they passed down to us.

A dark contemporary M/M romance featuring bratty soulmates, an unhinged grumpy/sunshine couple looking for revenge, found family, and breaking cycles of generational trauma.

Contains difficult subject matter and unhealthy character dynamics. Please visit the author's website for full content warnings.

©2025 Riley Nash (P)2025 Riley Nash
Contemporary Romance Heartfelt

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4.5 ⭐⭐⭐⭐✨

*Second reading was the audiobook. The two narrators did a great job of bringing Andrew and Jude to life as well as all the emotions involved.

Riley Nash sure knows how to write an emotional story about lost and broken boys finding each other.

This Might Hurt made me hurt for Jude and Andrew and what their families had done to them. I came to care for these mixed up men a great deal as I traversed their relationship with them, the highs and the lows and everything in between.

I was listening to Citizen Soldier's song Worth it all, a lot while reading this as I felt it fit how these two felt about each other.

I loved the side characters, Ramona, a feisty elderly lady who takes Jude in when she finds him lost, and then accepts Andrew and the Jude's sister Lena. Lena was such strong young girl, who despite the challenges life threw at her, made the most of what she had and fought to become strong in mind and body.

And Grant, Andrews bodyguard/driver and the only person to truly care for Andrew before he meets Jude. I loved the support he gave Andrew no matter what. And yes Riley, he should definitely get his own story.

I hope you fall for Andrew and Jude like I did and take the messed up ride with them while they find their HEA.

An emotional read

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Broken Boys ...Beautiful boys... the way this is written and the way it was shattering me the whole time and gluing me back together. "he will never be afraid of ghosts" 😭😭😭😭 .. ... the way I cried and its a HEA Christ Riley what have you done to my little cold heart.

5 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

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I read the book when it came out and absolutely loved it. I’ve been really looking forward to the audiobook and this was so worth the wait. The story is gripping and will definitely hurt. But it will also make your heart happy and soft and be in awe of the resilience of people who have s… families. Both narrators did an awesome job and made the characters come to life brilliantly!

This was totally worth the wait!

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I absolutely loved This Might Hurt. Not that I expected any less. So far, I’ve loved all of Riley’s books!

Riley has an incredible gift for creating characters that feel so real and relatable. Somehow, I always feel deeply connected to them, even when our lives or personalities don’t have much in common (and especially when they do). The writing itself was beautiful as well, the plot so well-thought-out, and the characters were equally well-developed. The story felt like such a fun, exhilarating ride, full of moments that made me both laugh and cry, and feel deeply invested.

The narrators also did a great job! Listening to the audiobook made the story feel even more alive, and the narrators’ performances added an extra layer of emotional impact. Recommended!

An amazing read!

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