Only Here, Only Now
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Narrated by:
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Amelia Leith
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By:
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Tom Newlands
About this listen
Winner of the McKitterick Prize 2025
Shortlisted for the Gordon Burn Prize 2025
Runner up for the the ADCI Literary Prize 2025
'Absolutely loved this. Funny and heartbreaking in equal measure'
DOUGLAS STUART
'Glorious . . . so unusual, so moving, so memorable'
GUARDIAN
'Tom Newlands may make several prize lists for his stunning debut'
OBSERVER
'This isn't just a great first novel; it's a great novel. And Cora, the mad, chaotic, wise, funny narrator, is one of the great characters'
RODDY DOYLE
'It's not every day you read a modern classic. But this feels destined to become one. A thunderous achievement'
NATHAN FILER
Fife, in the blazing hot summer of 1994. Cora Mowat's mates don't understand her, but then Cora Mowat doesn't understand herself. She's stuck on a seaside council estate full of dafties, old folk and seagulls, with a thousand dreams and a restless brain that won't behave. She's dying to escape but unsure of what the future holds - if it holds anything at all for a girl like her.
When her Mam's new boyfriend moves in, tensions rise in their tiny house. Gunner means well, but he's dodgy - a shaven-headed shoplifter with more than a few secrets stashed under the bed. As their attempts to forge a makeshift family unravel, Cora rails against her small-town existence in search of love, acceptance and a path to something good. But sometimes you can't move forward until you find your way back . . .
In this extraordinary debut, drawn from life but written with riotous imagination, Tom Newlands explores what it means to come of age in a forgotten corner of Scotland and dream of a life that feels out of reach. Vibrant, lyrical and fiercely funny, Only Here, Only Now is a story about poverty, identity and family that shines with hope and resilience.
'A fantastic debut novel . . . it's a corker'
KATHY BURKE
'Only Here, Only Now heralds the arrival of an urgent and unique new voice'
DAVID PEACE
'Cora Mowat is a feisty, Impulse-drenched, Lilt-blooded smasher of a main character and Tom Newland's prose is fierce and tender, taking us straight to the thudding heart of Cora's chaotic life'
VICTORIA MACKENZIE
Just brilliant
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A close call
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The story is beautifully written. Despite all of events Cora experiences, leading to her calmer destination, I'm so glad it didn't finish with her skipping through the sunset, arm in arm, saving the world, and everything perfect.......because let's face it, ADHD just isn't like that.
I have ADHD. I have placed book marks all over this audio to remind me of ways to describe it to others. The chaos, being trapped, super efficient, doing doing doing, freezing, numb, doing then thinking, headphones, running, not knowing, questioning, trusting, saying sorry and descriptions. Man, the descriptions in this book are bloody brilliant - not just brown but chip shop curry sauce brown- exactly, because it is exactly that. And frankly, using an unused fridge as a wardrobe sounds quite cool- (get it?), I'm considering it myself!
I loved this book, i think I'm gonna listen to it again! (unless something else grabs my attention!).
Thank you.
On the button.
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Outstanding!
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Excellent listen
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